08-27-2014, 05:09 AM
(08-27-2014, 04:49 AM)Athena Wrote: Oh my GOD I SO want to do the Alpha female now! I didn't read all just that last post but I put gorgeous men on a pedestal at times too, like you used to with some women. I can TOTALLY relate to that though of course some men put ME on a pedestal I think but I want to feel more like you, yes yes yes like I am the prize which I do get at times but I mean by the kind of men that I tend to put on a pedestal, you know? I am very fussy and yet I also feel at times like the kind of men I like are out of my league, even when they are in my life and going out with me!
Well, have a break but it sounds like you have done a lot of work with this program good on you for your self discipline. Awesome journal post to read, anyway.
Thank you. Some stages were hard, (especially stage 1), some were cool and fun, like stage 4 and 2. I must say it was the first time a woman looked at me that way. The other women usually looked flirtatious or just friendly which was really cool, too. But this time it was really a new level. I was reading your journal and it seems like you are going your way. Just keep going.
