What is it all about?

[Adri]

maniac360, thanks for your reply, good to see that I'm not the only one pulled in 2 directions. For me, I am thinking that I lack sexual experience (only had 1 sexual partner) but if I commit long term, well that doesn't mean that the long term relationship will not be great. That's why I can't decide. I would like to get more experience, and at the same time have a long term partner, someone who I could cuddle with, have more intimate things going, etc.

I was thinking that maybe an open relationship would do the trick...