07-19-2014, 08:34 AM
Hi !
I have been browsing through the forums before I decided to register ...I enjoyed reading the posts, I think I am going to journal here too ( if that is allowed, as I am not sure if I am a offical customer yet). This is how I had planned it out for myself doing 3 - 6 months of EPRHA, followed by the ASC sub for another 3 - 6 months, then another 3 - 6 months for LTU and perhaps finalize it with AM6. The reason why I asked the question posted in the first post is because I thought maybe I could save time if I jumped to LTU followed by ASC...
The reason why I have chosen for the EPRHA is during my journey of self development I found out that I did not love and appreciate myself. It was also hard for me to forgive people. Basically, I have been experimenting with self-hypnosis, hypnosis-tapes and Deep Trance Identification, I am afraid that I will be a loser for the rest of my life or end up like one - in hindsight - so I started out with self-hypnosis and hypnosis tapes( be more charismatic) but none of these tapes gave me lasting results. I have to say that I never used the tapes more than advised which I usually 1 month, - recommended by the publishers. The results I got were just a daily experience of another "me", layered with unfaced fears. When I got to a week of daily usage of a hypnosis tape, there would always be one day where my mind would reject the tape and this became obvious by me not noticing the results like I would do usual.
Not loving and accepting myself has been huge through out my life, in my teenage years I started to have issues with this and this resulted in me never being able to fully connect with a girl or be myself with family & friends, as a result I always ran away from being intimate. Whenever someone would express romatnic interest I would feel fear of not being enough, fear of being eventually rejected as not attractive/good enough. My actions then resulted in that I convinced myself that I should wait until I got the perfect body, looks, money etc.. This translated into all other areas in my life ( not donig what I love ) because I started to desire the "me" to go away and to replace it with another personality, I did this through Deep Trance Identification methods where I would become another person for a day. Just for clairity sake, there is nothing wrong with Deep Trance Identification, I think it is an excellent tool for self development, but my intention behind using it was just not healthy.
Now I am on my journey to facing myself, loving, accepting it, forgiving myself and others, staying true to me and then from there on building a rock solid foundation of the great person I am, can be and celebrating my own exceptional abilities.
Before I found subliminal-talk, I tried several other subliminals - even custom made subliminals with statements in it that would come from a point of rejecting myself. From the moment of realizing this I started doing exercises where I would love myself, such as standing naked infront of a mirror and then looking at myself and telling myself I would love myself.
I want to build a good rapport with myself, heal any damage that I have done, build solid confidence and a life that I love.
I have been browsing through the forums before I decided to register ...I enjoyed reading the posts, I think I am going to journal here too ( if that is allowed, as I am not sure if I am a offical customer yet). This is how I had planned it out for myself doing 3 - 6 months of EPRHA, followed by the ASC sub for another 3 - 6 months, then another 3 - 6 months for LTU and perhaps finalize it with AM6. The reason why I asked the question posted in the first post is because I thought maybe I could save time if I jumped to LTU followed by ASC...
The reason why I have chosen for the EPRHA is during my journey of self development I found out that I did not love and appreciate myself. It was also hard for me to forgive people. Basically, I have been experimenting with self-hypnosis, hypnosis-tapes and Deep Trance Identification, I am afraid that I will be a loser for the rest of my life or end up like one - in hindsight - so I started out with self-hypnosis and hypnosis tapes( be more charismatic) but none of these tapes gave me lasting results. I have to say that I never used the tapes more than advised which I usually 1 month, - recommended by the publishers. The results I got were just a daily experience of another "me", layered with unfaced fears. When I got to a week of daily usage of a hypnosis tape, there would always be one day where my mind would reject the tape and this became obvious by me not noticing the results like I would do usual.
Not loving and accepting myself has been huge through out my life, in my teenage years I started to have issues with this and this resulted in me never being able to fully connect with a girl or be myself with family & friends, as a result I always ran away from being intimate. Whenever someone would express romatnic interest I would feel fear of not being enough, fear of being eventually rejected as not attractive/good enough. My actions then resulted in that I convinced myself that I should wait until I got the perfect body, looks, money etc.. This translated into all other areas in my life ( not donig what I love ) because I started to desire the "me" to go away and to replace it with another personality, I did this through Deep Trance Identification methods where I would become another person for a day. Just for clairity sake, there is nothing wrong with Deep Trance Identification, I think it is an excellent tool for self development, but my intention behind using it was just not healthy.
Now I am on my journey to facing myself, loving, accepting it, forgiving myself and others, staying true to me and then from there on building a rock solid foundation of the great person I am, can be and celebrating my own exceptional abilities.
Before I found subliminal-talk, I tried several other subliminals - even custom made subliminals with statements in it that would come from a point of rejecting myself. From the moment of realizing this I started doing exercises where I would love myself, such as standing naked infront of a mirror and then looking at myself and telling myself I would love myself.
I want to build a good rapport with myself, heal any damage that I have done, build solid confidence and a life that I love.
