06-13-2014, 12:08 PM
I gotta admit, things got messed up a bit during my take home exam. The exam proved to be quite challenging, and required a lot more time. During the time of take home exam, I got distracted, and I only wrote the exam at nights. This resulted in my day and night change, and it messed me up. I also didn't use the sub during the three days as I found that I needed to absolutely devote my mind for the exam, and I knew that I couldn't take the sub and the devotion to the exam at the same time. Well for me the exam was more important, so I didn't use the sub for three days. Was it a bad decision? I don't know.
And I also forgot to use the sub for two days in a row, so total of five days, I didn't use the sub.... Well, what's done is what's done, and now things are starting to get back in line, and I started using the sub three days ago. Sadly, for two days, I didn't have enough exposure (6 hours only), but it's still better than nothing.
When I didn't use the sub, there wasn't really anything going on, but there are a few stuff that I still observed.
The first thing is the experience of little of almost no fatigue from listening to the sub. I no longer feel drowsy after listening to 8+ hours of sub. I guess I've gotten used to listening to the sub.
The second thing I noticed is that I'm less irritated by the ultrasonic sub. That it doesn't bother as much.
The third thing is with the volume of the sub. I found two interesting thing about the volume of the sub, with the ultrasonic one. I found that even at high volume, I find that there is a cap on the volume level with ultrasonic. Or rather, it does not go up as much with the masked one does. After certain point, I found that if I double the volume level on the speaker and test with masked sub, I hear it pretty loudly, but with ultrasonic, I don't hear the increase as much. Certainly, it's there, I can sense it, but only about half.
Another thing I found with ultrasonic sub is with a blindfold/earplug. As I mentioned earlier, I am pretty sensitive that many things prevent me from going to sleep. Eye mask is one of them. I found that so far the one from Brookstone is the only one that I find comfortable enough to go with. One time I had to sleep during a day due to my writing exam extensively during the night that I decided to use the eye mask. The design is that it wraps around the ear as well, so that it blocks some sound too. I tested, and found that it doesn't block much of the masked sub, but for some reason, I couldn't hear the ultrasonic sub as much, or about 95%+ of the volume is blocked. I wonder if the eye mask absorbs the ultrasonic that it's making it useless, or it just makes me insensible, while still allowing the sub to work.... But I suppose it would be safe to not to use it, unless I have to.
The fourth is something I notice with the super hot girl I saw in my class, which I mentioned in either 1st or 2nd post. One thing I noticed is that this girl dresses quite well, and every class, she put on sexier clothes. So in the beginning, she wore barely revealing clothes, but as the class progressed she started wearing clothes that shows more of her cleavage. The last class, which was yesterday, she didn't wear a clothes that showed any of the cleavage, but wore something that revealed much of her sexy back, and also wore a leggings which revealed her sexy legs. I wonder if this is due to the sub. Also, I noticed that this girl usually speaks out her opinion in the class, after I have given mine. Which I also find it quite interesting. One thing I do know is that this girl is or was in a relation, which she seemed happy about. If she turns out to be my perfect one.... well I don't know what will be the case then.
The last thing I notice is with my mind. Last few days, I found that my mind has been imagining the super hot girl in the class. It's not necessarily about sex, but it has been imagining. I am not forcing my mind to do it, but it's doing it. I wonder if this is a conscious manifestation, which I remember reading in the forum as dangerous, or if this is a manifestation coming from my subconscious mind, which is affecting my conscious mind. Whatever it is, I will want to know as if I will need to consciously do something to stop think about the girl or imagine her. Since I don't know, I have thought about other girls or imagined whenever I got image of her, so that I am not in a trap of actively manifesting a specific girl. Whether this is due to my subconscious or my involuntary active manifestation in conscious level, I feel that I now need a better way to control my mind.
And I also forgot to use the sub for two days in a row, so total of five days, I didn't use the sub.... Well, what's done is what's done, and now things are starting to get back in line, and I started using the sub three days ago. Sadly, for two days, I didn't have enough exposure (6 hours only), but it's still better than nothing.
When I didn't use the sub, there wasn't really anything going on, but there are a few stuff that I still observed.
The first thing is the experience of little of almost no fatigue from listening to the sub. I no longer feel drowsy after listening to 8+ hours of sub. I guess I've gotten used to listening to the sub.
The second thing I noticed is that I'm less irritated by the ultrasonic sub. That it doesn't bother as much.
The third thing is with the volume of the sub. I found two interesting thing about the volume of the sub, with the ultrasonic one. I found that even at high volume, I find that there is a cap on the volume level with ultrasonic. Or rather, it does not go up as much with the masked one does. After certain point, I found that if I double the volume level on the speaker and test with masked sub, I hear it pretty loudly, but with ultrasonic, I don't hear the increase as much. Certainly, it's there, I can sense it, but only about half.
Another thing I found with ultrasonic sub is with a blindfold/earplug. As I mentioned earlier, I am pretty sensitive that many things prevent me from going to sleep. Eye mask is one of them. I found that so far the one from Brookstone is the only one that I find comfortable enough to go with. One time I had to sleep during a day due to my writing exam extensively during the night that I decided to use the eye mask. The design is that it wraps around the ear as well, so that it blocks some sound too. I tested, and found that it doesn't block much of the masked sub, but for some reason, I couldn't hear the ultrasonic sub as much, or about 95%+ of the volume is blocked. I wonder if the eye mask absorbs the ultrasonic that it's making it useless, or it just makes me insensible, while still allowing the sub to work.... But I suppose it would be safe to not to use it, unless I have to.
The fourth is something I notice with the super hot girl I saw in my class, which I mentioned in either 1st or 2nd post. One thing I noticed is that this girl dresses quite well, and every class, she put on sexier clothes. So in the beginning, she wore barely revealing clothes, but as the class progressed she started wearing clothes that shows more of her cleavage. The last class, which was yesterday, she didn't wear a clothes that showed any of the cleavage, but wore something that revealed much of her sexy back, and also wore a leggings which revealed her sexy legs. I wonder if this is due to the sub. Also, I noticed that this girl usually speaks out her opinion in the class, after I have given mine. Which I also find it quite interesting. One thing I do know is that this girl is or was in a relation, which she seemed happy about. If she turns out to be my perfect one.... well I don't know what will be the case then.
The last thing I notice is with my mind. Last few days, I found that my mind has been imagining the super hot girl in the class. It's not necessarily about sex, but it has been imagining. I am not forcing my mind to do it, but it's doing it. I wonder if this is a conscious manifestation, which I remember reading in the forum as dangerous, or if this is a manifestation coming from my subconscious mind, which is affecting my conscious mind. Whatever it is, I will want to know as if I will need to consciously do something to stop think about the girl or imagine her. Since I don't know, I have thought about other girls or imagined whenever I got image of her, so that I am not in a trap of actively manifesting a specific girl. Whether this is due to my subconscious or my involuntary active manifestation in conscious level, I feel that I now need a better way to control my mind.
