06-11-2014, 04:42 AM
I have finished AM 5 and want to give my final review. First of all, I knew going into this that I'm a stubborn, strong willed person so I worried about resistance. I wanted change so badly that I hoped to trump my own resistance. I know throughout I was experiencing much of the same as many others. I had very similar dreams early on. However, after stage 3 my dreams began to vary greatly. I found myself having dreams about being chased which I learned means I'm running from my problems. I had some positive dreams as well.
I read many books besides just the recommended ones. I began to socialize much more than ever in my life. As far as "changes" are concerned, I felt very positive early on, not so good through the middle stages and much better through the final two. I've definitely grown as a man but not all in the ways I wanted. I'm way better socially. I've made many new friends and I'm more comfortable talking to women. I have drawn more attention but not necessarily from the women I want. That whole subject is skewed, however, since I have one in particular I am pursuing and she is particularly difficult with her huge wall. I am going to have to resolve things with her one way or the other in order to really move forward in that department.
My confidence in myself is definitely much stronger. I find that I don't sweat the small stuff as much anymore. One surprise is that I no longer seem to fear any sort of change which is a complete turn around. I feel I get more respect, especially from other men. In summary, I feel I made good strides. I didn't really notice many of them until I was almost finished. I have more work to do. I have already purchased AM6 and will be running it in a couple of weeks.
I read many books besides just the recommended ones. I began to socialize much more than ever in my life. As far as "changes" are concerned, I felt very positive early on, not so good through the middle stages and much better through the final two. I've definitely grown as a man but not all in the ways I wanted. I'm way better socially. I've made many new friends and I'm more comfortable talking to women. I have drawn more attention but not necessarily from the women I want. That whole subject is skewed, however, since I have one in particular I am pursuing and she is particularly difficult with her huge wall. I am going to have to resolve things with her one way or the other in order to really move forward in that department.
My confidence in myself is definitely much stronger. I find that I don't sweat the small stuff as much anymore. One surprise is that I no longer seem to fear any sort of change which is a complete turn around. I feel I get more respect, especially from other men. In summary, I feel I made good strides. I didn't really notice many of them until I was almost finished. I have more work to do. I have already purchased AM6 and will be running it in a couple of weeks.
