06-03-2014, 10:35 PM
Day 6, amount of listening to the sub: approximately 10 hours. (10 hours during the sleep)
Last night, I decided to up the volume a bit. Unfortunately, this made it difficult to sleep, which made that I only had 7 hours of sleep, and then about 30 hours of nap before going to the class. (I couldn't sleep for the 2 hours, while I was listening to the sub, and I listened to about 1 hour for the sub.)
Again, I didn't have any dream, or I don't seem to remember having one. Yet, I experienced a few fun things today.
The first was seeing the way how a few girls acted towards me. In the class, there is a girl that sits me next next to me - there is a guy who is sitting in between us. When I was making a small talk with this guy the girl interrupted, asked me a question. I was talking to a professor about some stuff, and this girl again took her chance and made a comment, which I responded and made a few comments about. She smiled quite a bit as well. At the end, the girl stayed behind to ask the professor for a few things regarding with a take home exam, and I was also there to ask him a question or two. Just before I was about to leave the class, I noticed that the girl had quite a bit of handouts that I made a comment "are you taking another summer class?" She replied that she doesn't take one, but that she just carries around lots of stuff with her. And she added more that she carries around books with her so that she doesn't damage them. She also mentioned that it was quite dumb to do it. (She actually mentioned the word dumb twice.) I also noticed that the girl also said that the question she asked the professor was dumb. I told her that I noticed she said dumb quite a bit. She smiled and made a small laugh out of it, even though I wasn't really trying to be that funny, but though playful. The way she acted was that she was a bit nervous, in front of me, perhaps trying to show some value there. Well, maybe I should have also told her that saying what she's doing dumb all the time, isn't a good practice. Yet, I didn't do it, and maybe it will take a practice for me to do it in the future since I am quite an introvert.
The next girl was a bartender at a Buffalo Wild Wings. At the end of the class, I came home, left my stuff and went to the restaurant, taking a sit at the bar. I made my order of beer, and some other food, as I was hungry. After a while the appetizer came out and the girl came to ask me how it was. I told her that it was great that this is the best way to end my long day. She made a small laugh, gave me a smile, and then went to make other drink order. The thing was that though, I wasn't trying to be funny at this time either. When I was done with my food, and I was about to leave, the girl brought my take out order (I asked the girl to put in the kitchen to keep it warm,) which the girl wanted me to remind her before I leave. I told her that it was good that she remembered and she replied that she was impressed as well. I gave her my $5 off from the survey I did and gave my card for her to swipe. She came back and said that I get another survey (you can get one for every 7 days) and pointed to her name at the receipt saying that I should give her a good rating, as she gets a point. The thing is that you don't need to enter in the server/bartender's name to do the survey. Maybe she didn't know, or maybe she wanted me to remember her name.
Well, the girls I interacted today were more receptive and responsive to me than usual, but it wasn't super extraordinary that I have gotten similar type of response in the past.
The second was with all the sex that happened around me today. In the morning, I heard my neighbor above having a crazy rough sex (also very loud) to a point that a dust was falling from my ceiling. The second one was during my way back home from the school: I saw a couple having car sex. For those of you who are interested in the detail, I was walking by and heard a woman's moan from orgasm, and I saw that the guy was giving her an oral. I stood there frozen as I've never seen a car sex with window down in public. Then I realized that perhaps I should give them a little privacy and save myself from being found in the moment by the couple. The last thing I saw was the guy entering her. And the last sex I encountered, which is happening now, is that the neighbor living next to me, is having a crazy loud sex.... which is making me super horny now.... LOL.... WTF?!??!? Why so much sex around me today? (While I have none....) All of these make me impatient in waiting for my perfect sexual lover. Yeah, once I have her, I'm going to give back all that my neighbors have given me, making them jealous and at the same time horny as well. LOL
The last thing I noticed today was with my change in attitude and action. Normally I don't talk much with people in the class, unless they initiate, or unless it is the professor. However, I initiated the talk today. (With the girl, and with a guy sitting next to me.) Second, I don't sit at a bar table, even if I go alone. I've never done that before. However, I decided to do it, as I found that bar table is usually better to socialize with people, if I go alone. Unfortunately, that really wasn't the case today. (There were close to no one sitting at the bar, although there were many people at the restaurant.)
Yet, I still notice that I have more to improve on. Firstly, as I mentioned above, I could have mentioned to the girl that talking everything she does as something dumb, isn't productive. I didn't do it. Second, I thought about initiating a talk with the bar girl asking about too much sex happening to me around, and maybe tease about people in this state and etc. However, I didn't do that. Maybe it's better I didn't, but I didn't take the chance to talk more. Perhaps, this is my introvert nature being still there.
Anyway, there were a few things to be observed and reported today. And I'm beginning to wonder now, if I meet this perfect lover, I wonder how I will be able to tell she's the perfect one.
Last night, I decided to up the volume a bit. Unfortunately, this made it difficult to sleep, which made that I only had 7 hours of sleep, and then about 30 hours of nap before going to the class. (I couldn't sleep for the 2 hours, while I was listening to the sub, and I listened to about 1 hour for the sub.)
Again, I didn't have any dream, or I don't seem to remember having one. Yet, I experienced a few fun things today.
The first was seeing the way how a few girls acted towards me. In the class, there is a girl that sits me next next to me - there is a guy who is sitting in between us. When I was making a small talk with this guy the girl interrupted, asked me a question. I was talking to a professor about some stuff, and this girl again took her chance and made a comment, which I responded and made a few comments about. She smiled quite a bit as well. At the end, the girl stayed behind to ask the professor for a few things regarding with a take home exam, and I was also there to ask him a question or two. Just before I was about to leave the class, I noticed that the girl had quite a bit of handouts that I made a comment "are you taking another summer class?" She replied that she doesn't take one, but that she just carries around lots of stuff with her. And she added more that she carries around books with her so that she doesn't damage them. She also mentioned that it was quite dumb to do it. (She actually mentioned the word dumb twice.) I also noticed that the girl also said that the question she asked the professor was dumb. I told her that I noticed she said dumb quite a bit. She smiled and made a small laugh out of it, even though I wasn't really trying to be that funny, but though playful. The way she acted was that she was a bit nervous, in front of me, perhaps trying to show some value there. Well, maybe I should have also told her that saying what she's doing dumb all the time, isn't a good practice. Yet, I didn't do it, and maybe it will take a practice for me to do it in the future since I am quite an introvert.
The next girl was a bartender at a Buffalo Wild Wings. At the end of the class, I came home, left my stuff and went to the restaurant, taking a sit at the bar. I made my order of beer, and some other food, as I was hungry. After a while the appetizer came out and the girl came to ask me how it was. I told her that it was great that this is the best way to end my long day. She made a small laugh, gave me a smile, and then went to make other drink order. The thing was that though, I wasn't trying to be funny at this time either. When I was done with my food, and I was about to leave, the girl brought my take out order (I asked the girl to put in the kitchen to keep it warm,) which the girl wanted me to remind her before I leave. I told her that it was good that she remembered and she replied that she was impressed as well. I gave her my $5 off from the survey I did and gave my card for her to swipe. She came back and said that I get another survey (you can get one for every 7 days) and pointed to her name at the receipt saying that I should give her a good rating, as she gets a point. The thing is that you don't need to enter in the server/bartender's name to do the survey. Maybe she didn't know, or maybe she wanted me to remember her name.
Well, the girls I interacted today were more receptive and responsive to me than usual, but it wasn't super extraordinary that I have gotten similar type of response in the past.
The second was with all the sex that happened around me today. In the morning, I heard my neighbor above having a crazy rough sex (also very loud) to a point that a dust was falling from my ceiling. The second one was during my way back home from the school: I saw a couple having car sex. For those of you who are interested in the detail, I was walking by and heard a woman's moan from orgasm, and I saw that the guy was giving her an oral. I stood there frozen as I've never seen a car sex with window down in public. Then I realized that perhaps I should give them a little privacy and save myself from being found in the moment by the couple. The last thing I saw was the guy entering her. And the last sex I encountered, which is happening now, is that the neighbor living next to me, is having a crazy loud sex.... which is making me super horny now.... LOL.... WTF?!??!? Why so much sex around me today? (While I have none....) All of these make me impatient in waiting for my perfect sexual lover. Yeah, once I have her, I'm going to give back all that my neighbors have given me, making them jealous and at the same time horny as well. LOL
The last thing I noticed today was with my change in attitude and action. Normally I don't talk much with people in the class, unless they initiate, or unless it is the professor. However, I initiated the talk today. (With the girl, and with a guy sitting next to me.) Second, I don't sit at a bar table, even if I go alone. I've never done that before. However, I decided to do it, as I found that bar table is usually better to socialize with people, if I go alone. Unfortunately, that really wasn't the case today. (There were close to no one sitting at the bar, although there were many people at the restaurant.)
Yet, I still notice that I have more to improve on. Firstly, as I mentioned above, I could have mentioned to the girl that talking everything she does as something dumb, isn't productive. I didn't do it. Second, I thought about initiating a talk with the bar girl asking about too much sex happening to me around, and maybe tease about people in this state and etc. However, I didn't do that. Maybe it's better I didn't, but I didn't take the chance to talk more. Perhaps, this is my introvert nature being still there.
Anyway, there were a few things to be observed and reported today. And I'm beginning to wonder now, if I meet this perfect lover, I wonder how I will be able to tell she's the perfect one.
