Masterchief's Alpha Male Journal

[ronatello]

I had bits of neediness bubble up when I was stage 2. That and mood swings. My mood swings continue but not as intense as before. Stage 2 was subtle for me. Confidence came up a touch during stage 2 and it's more noticeable in stage 3.

I am not exactly in alignment with meeting new people. I know one of the recommendations that Shannon wrote about in the Alpha Male instructions was actually going out and meeting new people duh. I am enjoying my hermit phase with great pleasure, but being single sucks. This is quite a catch 22 situation.

Been there, done that. It was like a tug of war as I like to call it. One side wants to socialize and the other side wants to chillax. It's just resistance and it will pass. I noticed that when I was in the last 2 weeks of stage 2, I suddenly started going to the gym (apartment complex has a gym) almost every day. I've been thinking about it for a while and then it was like, BAM... I started going.