04-28-2014, 06:54 AM
I'd like to add that I listen a solid 12 hours per day during the week (about 9 overnight and another 3 during the morning while I work. It's 8 to 10 on the weekends. At night I listen to the masked stream via stereo speakers one on either side of my head only about a foot away if that.
During the morning I listen via my earbuds.
I'm pretty much mentally tired all the time. If I've noticed anything it's that I seem to get more respect from men but as women go I'm not really getting much more attention than I was before which was not a lot. I'm not bad looking and I'm pretty muscular although not a big guy. I'm just not selling it with how I carry myself I guess. That's the main thing I'm looking to get from AM5. I grew up with very low self esteem. It has gotten better naturally over the years. I know it's just a mental block and I am working my dick off to remove it.
During the morning I listen via my earbuds.
I'm pretty much mentally tired all the time. If I've noticed anything it's that I seem to get more respect from men but as women go I'm not really getting much more attention than I was before which was not a lot. I'm not bad looking and I'm pretty muscular although not a big guy. I'm just not selling it with how I carry myself I guess. That's the main thing I'm looking to get from AM5. I grew up with very low self esteem. It has gotten better naturally over the years. I know it's just a mental block and I am working my dick off to remove it.
