03-28-2014, 11:12 AM
Another week on Stage 2 is over. At the begin of week 2 I had a strong anticipation against people. I just didn't want have people around me. This is now better. I still feel no need to spend time with others, but the anticipation is almost gone. Unfortunately my sexdrive is almost gone, too. I hope it gets better in the next weeks. Like at the begin at this stage I am very indifferent to people and what they say. So I feel more comfortable in social situations, because I don't care as much as I did.
It also lowered my needyness even more than stage 1. At stage 1 it was more general, stage 2 did even a good job on a special situation. It's about a woman I was interested in (now she is in a relationship). I still felt some needyness about her, but now it's almost gone, too. Maybe it contains something to let the past / the people go.
I still get looks from women. I saw some which I found hot and wanted to talk to them, but I didn't. I don't know if it's because my indifference and my low sexdrive or about some fears. Let's face week 3.
It also lowered my needyness even more than stage 1. At stage 1 it was more general, stage 2 did even a good job on a special situation. It's about a woman I was interested in (now she is in a relationship). I still felt some needyness about her, but now it's almost gone, too. Maybe it contains something to let the past / the people go.
I still get looks from women. I saw some which I found hot and wanted to talk to them, but I didn't. I don't know if it's because my indifference and my low sexdrive or about some fears. Let's face week 3.
