03-15-2014, 09:32 AM
Lately , I haven't been updating my journals because I wanted to give a lock and loaded amount of information all in one. 43 days of LTU , and my life is changed. I literally lived with fear,and now fear is under me....
- I have been extremely nice to people and have gotten the same treatment back..giving people gifts , and just comfortably complimenting people and making them feel comfortable.
- When I look in the mirror I see a beautiful being instead of an ogor , its as if I ALWAYS thought of myself as beautiful , and I never thought of myself negatively.
- When I go to stores people come up to me ,and try to have a full blown conversation with me, I'd say it has happend a lot more since LTU.
- My female attraction is high,and I feel less insecure when I'm aroud them.
- I'm always in a positive mood, and just feel like I'm in my own peace world.(I'm less affected by what goes around me, I'm just me.)
..I have so much more to add ,and will eventually , I just wanted to give yall a quick update.
Sidenote: my friend that I haven't seen in a year+ just wanted to meet up with me while I was typing this update!
- I have been extremely nice to people and have gotten the same treatment back..giving people gifts , and just comfortably complimenting people and making them feel comfortable.
- When I look in the mirror I see a beautiful being instead of an ogor , its as if I ALWAYS thought of myself as beautiful , and I never thought of myself negatively.
- When I go to stores people come up to me ,and try to have a full blown conversation with me, I'd say it has happend a lot more since LTU.
- My female attraction is high,and I feel less insecure when I'm aroud them.
- I'm always in a positive mood, and just feel like I'm in my own peace world.(I'm less affected by what goes around me, I'm just me.)
..I have so much more to add ,and will eventually , I just wanted to give yall a quick update.
Sidenote: my friend that I haven't seen in a year+ just wanted to meet up with me while I was typing this update!
