03-13-2014, 12:42 PM
Stage 1 is finished now. In the third week I felt really down. Like in the second week all the insecurities and missed chances came to the surface, but more intense than in the second week. Additional there were things in my life, which triggered the same things. Especially the things with women. That made the time really hard. Sleeping was bad all the week.
In the fourth week I still had some bad days but I felt better at all. At the good days I noticed there that women are looking more often at me than before. That gave me a little confidence boost at these days. I also realized how childish or creepy some things were I did and sometimes still do. I thought a lot about growing things out and asked myself how can I support or force it. At the end of the week it seemed like I lost a big amount of my needyness. In the past I was often interested in different women and different types of women. Now I think I confused needyness with genuine interest many times. And critics and hurtful statements from other doesn't hit me so much as before.
Lets summarize: What did AM6 Stage 1 for me? I think it did what it was supposed for. It cleared some negative emotions or lowered it at least. Therefore it made me more mature and less boyish/teeny-like. I looking forward for Stage 2.
In the fourth week I still had some bad days but I felt better at all. At the good days I noticed there that women are looking more often at me than before. That gave me a little confidence boost at these days. I also realized how childish or creepy some things were I did and sometimes still do. I thought a lot about growing things out and asked myself how can I support or force it. At the end of the week it seemed like I lost a big amount of my needyness. In the past I was often interested in different women and different types of women. Now I think I confused needyness with genuine interest many times. And critics and hurtful statements from other doesn't hit me so much as before.
Lets summarize: What did AM6 Stage 1 for me? I think it did what it was supposed for. It cleared some negative emotions or lowered it at least. Therefore it made me more mature and less boyish/teeny-like. I looking forward for Stage 2.
