04-19-2010, 02:03 PM
Well I'm now on stage 4. 2nd day in today. Half way though stage 3, I bit the bullet and took Shannon's advice to add 'Aura of sexiness' in. I haven't got a great deal of exposure to aura of sexiness (probably about 3-4 hours per day) as I've been maintaining a solid 8-10 hours of exposure to the alpha sub per day.
The past is a bit of a blur to me already. January seems a long time ago now (when I started on the alpha sub) and I can't really remember what it was like to hold some of the previous beliefs I had back then. I'm still me just without all the crap or baggage. I actually feel like something has been taken away from me as opposed to something added. I feel cleansed, rejuvenated, a weight lifted from my shoulders. All of this and I was a pretty confident guy to start with. Half way though and it has made a big difference. Niggling beliefs I used to believe about myself - although barley consciously believe them - now seem completely alien to me.
The Sexiness sub is making a difference too. I feel the alpha sub is sorting my 'inner game' out and the sexiness sub the 'outer game'. Off course both are really internal but I feel the alpha sub is really dealing with my mind-set, beliefs, actions, where as the sexiness sub is allowing me to project my seductiveness with greater ease. The results from the alpha sub have so far been more internal, whilst the sexiness sub seems to effect my outer reality more prominently than my inner reality. Wouldn't want one without the other, which is why I feel the alpha sub will give me a much better foundation and therefore make the sexiness more powerful than it was first time round. And it was pretty powerful back then too.
The past is a bit of a blur to me already. January seems a long time ago now (when I started on the alpha sub) and I can't really remember what it was like to hold some of the previous beliefs I had back then. I'm still me just without all the crap or baggage. I actually feel like something has been taken away from me as opposed to something added. I feel cleansed, rejuvenated, a weight lifted from my shoulders. All of this and I was a pretty confident guy to start with. Half way though and it has made a big difference. Niggling beliefs I used to believe about myself - although barley consciously believe them - now seem completely alien to me.
The Sexiness sub is making a difference too. I feel the alpha sub is sorting my 'inner game' out and the sexiness sub the 'outer game'. Off course both are really internal but I feel the alpha sub is really dealing with my mind-set, beliefs, actions, where as the sexiness sub is allowing me to project my seductiveness with greater ease. The results from the alpha sub have so far been more internal, whilst the sexiness sub seems to effect my outer reality more prominently than my inner reality. Wouldn't want one without the other, which is why I feel the alpha sub will give me a much better foundation and therefore make the sexiness more powerful than it was first time round. And it was pretty powerful back then too.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
