01-11-2014, 05:33 PM
Day 29
Last night I used the ultrasonics, since I'm back home in my hometown and have the possibility to run the ultrasonics. I ran them during night-time, whilst asleep. Because of it, I had the first ever dream about my ex. She was changed. She looked more like a supermodel posing for women magazines now.
Also, there was a scene in a movie that was running on HBO that was similar to one of our situations, meaning the guy going to another town for his girlfriend because she got a job there. I was doing just fine the entire week, there were merely fleeting thoughts about her, once or twice.
That thing triggered an avalanche of thoughts and feelings, most of those feelings were anger related. I thought I got rid of it. Ugh, unanswered questions, unanswered questions. Guess I'll just have to answer them myself. But the moment has passed.
Last night I used the ultrasonics, since I'm back home in my hometown and have the possibility to run the ultrasonics. I ran them during night-time, whilst asleep. Because of it, I had the first ever dream about my ex. She was changed. She looked more like a supermodel posing for women magazines now.
Also, there was a scene in a movie that was running on HBO that was similar to one of our situations, meaning the guy going to another town for his girlfriend because she got a job there. I was doing just fine the entire week, there were merely fleeting thoughts about her, once or twice.
That thing triggered an avalanche of thoughts and feelings, most of those feelings were anger related. I thought I got rid of it. Ugh, unanswered questions, unanswered questions. Guess I'll just have to answer them myself. But the moment has passed.
What I can be, I must be!
