Day 26
Today was pretty uneventful in regards to the sub. I noticed that I'm uninterested in looking for the girl's reactions to me anymore. Curiously, I get better responses. For example, a girl ( not attractive at all, btw ) who is kinda bitchy and whom I never talked to at work giggled when I said "Bye" to her. So, that's nice.
And I noticed an increase in teasing, too. So, things are looking good. As I'm approaching the end of the 32-day program, I'll go through ASC and then AM 5.0.
The thing is I don't know which is better : to go with the Emotional Healing and then go through AM or go with ASC and then AM? Because there certainly is something there related to all past experiences with long term gf's, even if I'm not consciously aware of anything that might be there at the moment.
In regards to my ex, I'm feeling pretty great, but I do have that kind of vengeful feeling in a sense that I'm seeking vengeance in the form of me living well ( I'm going through a home fitness and bodybuilding program called P90X and I visualise my great looking body at the end of P90X, P90X2 and P90X3 and her jaw dropping on the floor when she sees me ). Revenge is a very powerful motivator.
The thing is I truly moved on from her emotionally, spiritually and blabla and enjoy very much talking to other girls and hitting on other girls. It's truly great.
Today was pretty uneventful in regards to the sub. I noticed that I'm uninterested in looking for the girl's reactions to me anymore. Curiously, I get better responses. For example, a girl ( not attractive at all, btw ) who is kinda bitchy and whom I never talked to at work giggled when I said "Bye" to her. So, that's nice.
And I noticed an increase in teasing, too. So, things are looking good. As I'm approaching the end of the 32-day program, I'll go through ASC and then AM 5.0.
The thing is I don't know which is better : to go with the Emotional Healing and then go through AM or go with ASC and then AM? Because there certainly is something there related to all past experiences with long term gf's, even if I'm not consciously aware of anything that might be there at the moment.
In regards to my ex, I'm feeling pretty great, but I do have that kind of vengeful feeling in a sense that I'm seeking vengeance in the form of me living well ( I'm going through a home fitness and bodybuilding program called P90X and I visualise my great looking body at the end of P90X, P90X2 and P90X3 and her jaw dropping on the floor when she sees me ). Revenge is a very powerful motivator.
The thing is I truly moved on from her emotionally, spiritually and blabla and enjoy very much talking to other girls and hitting on other girls. It's truly great.
What I can be, I must be!
