01-03-2014, 09:37 AM
Day 22
Well, I had another discussion with my parents tonight. I really, REALLY can't stand the mindset they have ( that the main thing that concern women's attraction towards men is money ). Faulty, faulty, faulty logic. And they stick to things that are totally not true and insist on "beating me on the head" with them and pounding them in my brain. And their way of saying things to me is very "cornering" and make me feel stupid. Once more, they didn't like any of my long-term girlfriends for whatever reason they can muster and can actually justify them, even if it's wrong. Deep down, I think they don't want me to "leave them".
One thing is true though, I was a "nice guy". Not anymore.
And another thing : I did it all to myself. Can't blame anyone for this. But it's all OK, I accept myself for it all. I forgive myself and others, because that's the way I was. Now that I'm on the path to change, all is different. I wasn't inspired and it's OK.
Well, I had another discussion with my parents tonight. I really, REALLY can't stand the mindset they have ( that the main thing that concern women's attraction towards men is money ). Faulty, faulty, faulty logic. And they stick to things that are totally not true and insist on "beating me on the head" with them and pounding them in my brain. And their way of saying things to me is very "cornering" and make me feel stupid. Once more, they didn't like any of my long-term girlfriends for whatever reason they can muster and can actually justify them, even if it's wrong. Deep down, I think they don't want me to "leave them".
One thing is true though, I was a "nice guy". Not anymore.
And another thing : I did it all to myself. Can't blame anyone for this. But it's all OK, I accept myself for it all. I forgive myself and others, because that's the way I was. Now that I'm on the path to change, all is different. I wasn't inspired and it's OK.
What I can be, I must be!
