12-29-2013, 12:56 PM
Day 17
Today I spent the whole day in my house. Listening to the silent sub and David DeAngelo's Man Transformation program. I really like this program, had many "aha" moments listening to it. It's very profound and almost abstract.
I was inspired by Dee to create a plan for myself. Not as complex as his, but it does concern changing myself into the high quality man that I want to be. As I said on his journal, I deeply admire his dedication to totally transform himself into the person he wants to be. And I realized that I need a plan also. I can't go on improving myself if I just go with the flow and acting out of instinct or on impulse, I need a clear plan for my self-creation while at the same time leaving life to unfold itself to me.
Having said that, I deeply thank him for the inspiration he gave me.
What I want to get out of this plan is pretty obvious : to create the me that I want and admire. At the same time, I feel compelled to abstain myself from going Gung-Ho with all this. I do not want to become an information junkie and keeping things on the "I know this" level, instead I deeply and profoundly want to better myself actively and make the teachings integrated within me. This is the reason I decided to stick to just a few programs, books and techniques.
The reason that I decided to better myself on a full-scale level is because the personality traits I have now and/or had in the past ( pre-September 2013 ) do not serve me well anymore. They've hurt me, they've hurt others, especially loved ones. And I do not intend on being that same person anymore. I think if this had been happening a few years ago, I would've hated myself for it, but I'm not. Quite the contrary, I accept myself for what I did to me and to others and most importantly forgive myself.
I'm on my 2nd personality revision.
The first version ( from birth until age 23 ) was pretty much the same throughout ( except from a period when I was 20 - 23, where I discovered the PUA community, that was basically an upgrade, a version 1.5 )
The second version was from from age 23 to 27. I've built that me on shaky foundations, which now have collapsed under their own weight. And I'm extremely thankful for that.
I don't want to sound like those people with New Year's Resolutions stuff, but this plan goes in effect on January 1st 2014, even though I'm currently running the sub and doing some of the programs. Figure I might get a head start.
Physical Plan
1) P90X - 90 Days
2) P90X2 - 90 Days
3) P90X3 - 90 Days
Total : 270 days ( 9 months )
Mental Plan
1) Charles Haanel - The Master Key System - 6 months
2) Maxwell Maltz - Psycho-Cybernetics
3) Phenomenal Memory 2.0
Subliminal Plan
1) Be Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women 8.0 - 90 days
2) Absolute Self-Confidence - 90 days
3) Alpha Male 6.0 - 6 months
Total : 12 months
Masculinity Development Plan
Carlos Xuma - Alpha Male Masculinity
Carlos Xuma - Ultimate Inner Game
David DeAngelo - Man Transformation
John Alexander - How To Become An Alpha Male
Emotional Garbage Removal Plan
Larry Crane - Love Yourself
Sedona Method Releasing Technique + Ho'oponopono + Personal & Self-Evolution Diary
Robert Glover - No More Mr. Nice Guy
Compelling Personality Development Plan
John Bridges - How To Be A Gentleman
Edmund Shaftesbury - Instantaneous Personal Magnetism
Daniel Goleman - Emotional Intelligence
Leo Buscaglia - Love
Anthony Robbins - Create Lasting Change - 10 days
Dating & Relationships Plan
Lucas West - Demonic Confidence - 21 days
Andy Yosha & Yad - Daygame Blueprint
David DeAngelo - Becoming Mr. Right
Mark Manson - Models
Discipline Building
Brian Tracy - No Excuses
Theodore Bryant - Self-Discipline In 10 Days
This is not a definitive plan yet. Except for the Physical, Mental, Subliminal, Masculinity and all relationships programs and books, all others are subject to change or are secondary. The reason that those categories are fixed is because I intend to start with them.
Today I spent the whole day in my house. Listening to the silent sub and David DeAngelo's Man Transformation program. I really like this program, had many "aha" moments listening to it. It's very profound and almost abstract.
I was inspired by Dee to create a plan for myself. Not as complex as his, but it does concern changing myself into the high quality man that I want to be. As I said on his journal, I deeply admire his dedication to totally transform himself into the person he wants to be. And I realized that I need a plan also. I can't go on improving myself if I just go with the flow and acting out of instinct or on impulse, I need a clear plan for my self-creation while at the same time leaving life to unfold itself to me.
Having said that, I deeply thank him for the inspiration he gave me.
What I want to get out of this plan is pretty obvious : to create the me that I want and admire. At the same time, I feel compelled to abstain myself from going Gung-Ho with all this. I do not want to become an information junkie and keeping things on the "I know this" level, instead I deeply and profoundly want to better myself actively and make the teachings integrated within me. This is the reason I decided to stick to just a few programs, books and techniques.
The reason that I decided to better myself on a full-scale level is because the personality traits I have now and/or had in the past ( pre-September 2013 ) do not serve me well anymore. They've hurt me, they've hurt others, especially loved ones. And I do not intend on being that same person anymore. I think if this had been happening a few years ago, I would've hated myself for it, but I'm not. Quite the contrary, I accept myself for what I did to me and to others and most importantly forgive myself.
I'm on my 2nd personality revision.
The first version ( from birth until age 23 ) was pretty much the same throughout ( except from a period when I was 20 - 23, where I discovered the PUA community, that was basically an upgrade, a version 1.5 )
The second version was from from age 23 to 27. I've built that me on shaky foundations, which now have collapsed under their own weight. And I'm extremely thankful for that.
I don't want to sound like those people with New Year's Resolutions stuff, but this plan goes in effect on January 1st 2014, even though I'm currently running the sub and doing some of the programs. Figure I might get a head start.
Physical Plan
1) P90X - 90 Days
2) P90X2 - 90 Days
3) P90X3 - 90 Days
Total : 270 days ( 9 months )
Mental Plan
1) Charles Haanel - The Master Key System - 6 months
2) Maxwell Maltz - Psycho-Cybernetics
3) Phenomenal Memory 2.0
Subliminal Plan
1) Be Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women 8.0 - 90 days
2) Absolute Self-Confidence - 90 days
3) Alpha Male 6.0 - 6 months
Total : 12 months
Masculinity Development Plan
Carlos Xuma - Alpha Male Masculinity
Carlos Xuma - Ultimate Inner Game
David DeAngelo - Man Transformation
John Alexander - How To Become An Alpha Male
Emotional Garbage Removal Plan
Larry Crane - Love Yourself
Sedona Method Releasing Technique + Ho'oponopono + Personal & Self-Evolution Diary
Robert Glover - No More Mr. Nice Guy
Compelling Personality Development Plan
John Bridges - How To Be A Gentleman
Edmund Shaftesbury - Instantaneous Personal Magnetism
Daniel Goleman - Emotional Intelligence
Leo Buscaglia - Love
Anthony Robbins - Create Lasting Change - 10 days
Dating & Relationships Plan
Lucas West - Demonic Confidence - 21 days
Andy Yosha & Yad - Daygame Blueprint
David DeAngelo - Becoming Mr. Right
Mark Manson - Models
Discipline Building
Brian Tracy - No Excuses
Theodore Bryant - Self-Discipline In 10 Days
This is not a definitive plan yet. Except for the Physical, Mental, Subliminal, Masculinity and all relationships programs and books, all others are subject to change or are secondary. The reason that those categories are fixed is because I intend to start with them.
What I can be, I must be!
