12-20-2013, 05:49 PM
My confidence is growing without the subliminal it seems. The subliminal used to have a pretty dramatic effect on me, shortly after playing it, but now it's effect has lessened. I am confidence, although I don't understand why, it just seems that way.
New things I've noticed:
Every time I blast through any of my beliefs I become more confident.
I've began taking more challenges.
I deserve to be happy, so I'm going to stop dicking around on my work.
I tried to scrub out any part of me that could be seen as weird, but now I'm embracing my weird side, and I'm finding others who do too.
Bad things:
I'm more confident when I have time to prepare, but sometimes if someone springs a question up on me immediately, I might not answer as confidently.
I'm still scared that me being too confident will lead to something bad happening. The fear is lessening, for sure, but I can't help but imagine that I'll walk into work one day, uber confident, and beat the shit out of my boss or something.
Can someone shine a little light on that last one and tell me if I'm just being dumb?
New things I've noticed:
Every time I blast through any of my beliefs I become more confident.
I've began taking more challenges.
I deserve to be happy, so I'm going to stop dicking around on my work.
I tried to scrub out any part of me that could be seen as weird, but now I'm embracing my weird side, and I'm finding others who do too.
Bad things:
I'm more confident when I have time to prepare, but sometimes if someone springs a question up on me immediately, I might not answer as confidently.
I'm still scared that me being too confident will lead to something bad happening. The fear is lessening, for sure, but I can't help but imagine that I'll walk into work one day, uber confident, and beat the shit out of my boss or something.
Can someone shine a little light on that last one and tell me if I'm just being dumb?
