12-19-2013, 07:13 PM
Now on Stage 2
What I have noticed:
-I saw a girl that others wouldn't perceive as cute, but I was very much attracted to her. I was "waiting for the right moment", which we all know never comes. Sure enough, I missed the chance to get that girl. I felt really awful over it, not because I didn't get the girl, but simply disappointment with myself for being a bitch. Next day, another cute girl was passing by where I worked. My boss and boss's boss was right there working on stuff with me. Timing was awful, but I got my ass up and hit on her. Now I don't know whether SM had anything to do with it, but at the very least, I'm on the path to not missing any opportunities.
What I no longer see:
-I'm not experiencing extra horniness anymore
-No weird dreams anymore
-Socializing no longer feels enhanced
What I have noticed:
-I saw a girl that others wouldn't perceive as cute, but I was very much attracted to her. I was "waiting for the right moment", which we all know never comes. Sure enough, I missed the chance to get that girl. I felt really awful over it, not because I didn't get the girl, but simply disappointment with myself for being a bitch. Next day, another cute girl was passing by where I worked. My boss and boss's boss was right there working on stuff with me. Timing was awful, but I got my ass up and hit on her. Now I don't know whether SM had anything to do with it, but at the very least, I'm on the path to not missing any opportunities.
What I no longer see:
-I'm not experiencing extra horniness anymore
-No weird dreams anymore
-Socializing no longer feels enhanced
