12-17-2013, 05:41 PM
Most recently I've been feeling extreme resistance. The resistance was at first mental, something like if I become very confident I'll lose every friend I've ever had. I broke through that and now realize that being more confident actually increases my number of friends and improves our communication.
The second thing that happened, which I believe is resistance, is that I got physically sick and felt like crap only a day ago. Still I powered on and used the subliminals.
Today I feel like the effects of the subliminals aren't as obvious as they were before. Before I would listen to the subliminals and feel like a million bucks, just because I knew my confidence was increasing. This doesn't happen any more, and the dreams seem to have stopped.
The good news from all of this is that my confidence has seemed to become more and more stable. Every new challenge I take further increases my confidence, and every time I feel less confident, I know eventually I will regain it, so I have become less anxious about being confident.
The second thing that happened, which I believe is resistance, is that I got physically sick and felt like crap only a day ago. Still I powered on and used the subliminals.
Today I feel like the effects of the subliminals aren't as obvious as they were before. Before I would listen to the subliminals and feel like a million bucks, just because I knew my confidence was increasing. This doesn't happen any more, and the dreams seem to have stopped.
The good news from all of this is that my confidence has seemed to become more and more stable. Every new challenge I take further increases my confidence, and every time I feel less confident, I know eventually I will regain it, so I have become less anxious about being confident.
