12-10-2013, 08:25 AM
(12-08-2013, 09:07 AM)Shannon Wrote: So you have been using the old LTU, or the new one? Sounds like the old one.
Yeah, it's the old one, as I have already mentioned a few times including at the end of my last post. I am combining it with the hybridized version of Ultra Success that includes attraction.
My life is becoming very much more full and enjoyable and I'm still on the last stage.
And being able to say that despite knowing what I know about how quickly at LEAST one big inevitable collapse is coming is definitely a major "life tune up". I've not forgotten or turned back around and hid from the reality of it all, but I've finally begun to enjoy life anyways.
Having a boyfriend helps. A lot. It's amazing to realize just how insanely lonely I was now that I have someone. It's not in a oh I NEED a boyfriend way though, it's just... nice. In some ways yeah, I was extremely desperate, and my libido now has become absolutely insane... He's got an even crazier libido and when he starts in on me it becomes very very hard to say no very very quickly.
I do think I might want to buy him OED though. While he's got crazy libido he is a little bit older and has a hard time getting it and keeping it hard enough to penetrate anything. Which is hurting him. And his hurt is hurting me. But I don't think it's hurting our relationship. At least it doesn't bother me that much, but it does seem to bother him a lot.
Yes... My boyfriend is significantly older than me. 12 years. I really don't care. We probably won't live long enough for him to die before me anyways firstly. Secondly, it's the person who matters to me, and I do think I love him. I also definitely have a crazy amount of lust for him but I do think there's love there as well.
Hmmm... People have told me recently that I have a powerful presence, or aura as well, btw. Don't know if that'd be related to either program or just something that was already innate and that the programs are just making more pronounced somehow.
