12-04-2013, 06:52 PM
Stage 2, Day 7,
I'm big into "The Last of Us" now; I make sure to play walkthrough videos while I'm doing schoolwork so that I'm associating fun with doing work. Working rather well; I did a bunch of schoolwork on my off time; well, it's not really my off time, since I need to do this project.
Work is more hands-on today, and will really be tomorrow; there's a big lunch and supper happening tomorrow. A lot is resting on that.
I feel and look a lot older than I am; I keep getting 23 as my current age (it's 21). Maybe my chronic lack of sleep and this sub are doing something to my appearance.
Results wise, I have a more grounded presence and more of an ability to be around people, look them in the eyes without being weird about it.
There are a couple of big things happening, instead of several small things, hence less to report.
I'm trying to crack the 'unconditional love' part of life; this has been a focus of mine for the last couple of weeks.
I started to crack Korean; working in 2 verb sentences "I'm starting to learn Korean" instead of "I'm learning Korean". That opens up so much. Once you get 3, you'll know how to do 4, and move on to more complex forms. That's where you throw in vocabulary, and BAM; you're semi-fluent. Exciting stuff.
Still doing Rion's holiday challenge
Stage 2, Day 8
I did the big day today; I spent almost 10 hours at work; the craziest bit was the first 4, which drained my mental energy. A lot of things were pulled off well, and tons of employees had raving reviews about it.
Did some more project stuff once I got home.
Yesterday, I FasterEFT taped with epic wall of grief; not extremely intense, but constantly there for 30 minutes or so. It had died down when I went to bed. It came back later tonight.
Which I had got to bed earlier tonight (writing this in retrospect)
I'm big into "The Last of Us" now; I make sure to play walkthrough videos while I'm doing schoolwork so that I'm associating fun with doing work. Working rather well; I did a bunch of schoolwork on my off time; well, it's not really my off time, since I need to do this project.
Work is more hands-on today, and will really be tomorrow; there's a big lunch and supper happening tomorrow. A lot is resting on that.
I feel and look a lot older than I am; I keep getting 23 as my current age (it's 21). Maybe my chronic lack of sleep and this sub are doing something to my appearance.
Results wise, I have a more grounded presence and more of an ability to be around people, look them in the eyes without being weird about it.
There are a couple of big things happening, instead of several small things, hence less to report.
I'm trying to crack the 'unconditional love' part of life; this has been a focus of mine for the last couple of weeks.
I started to crack Korean; working in 2 verb sentences "I'm starting to learn Korean" instead of "I'm learning Korean". That opens up so much. Once you get 3, you'll know how to do 4, and move on to more complex forms. That's where you throw in vocabulary, and BAM; you're semi-fluent. Exciting stuff.
Still doing Rion's holiday challenge
Stage 2, Day 8
I did the big day today; I spent almost 10 hours at work; the craziest bit was the first 4, which drained my mental energy. A lot of things were pulled off well, and tons of employees had raving reviews about it.
Did some more project stuff once I got home.
Yesterday, I FasterEFT taped with epic wall of grief; not extremely intense, but constantly there for 30 minutes or so. It had died down when I went to bed. It came back later tonight.
Which I had got to bed earlier tonight (writing this in retrospect)
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