12-01-2013, 11:18 AM
Yoyoyo.
Whats up? Hope you are doing great with your life.
Even if things seem like not what you really want.
But remember all the things that you DO have.
Because many human-beings in this world doesn't have what you have and doesn't have the luxury of having the time to read this.
Gratefulness.
Key to moving forward and getting achievements with as less stress as possible.
Because life is filled with obstacles, turning points and surprises.
And since you are reading this, I know you want to be smart about going through the hassle and pain.
So you can become the most badass person you can be.
So the people you meet can see the charming man that you are.
So the world will look at you in awe.
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That was a good start on this entry.
*smirk*
On to the next one.
Let me know there's something you are curious about!
One of the most "painful" and hard periods with a habit is, when you have just started.
I've started hitting the gym again.
Not only are you in the weakest form & strength but also your mind has to inhabit what you are "changing" from the previous habits - which is not going, and that takes a lot of mental energy.
Yesterday night I was out with my buddy and met up with the girl I'm seeing..
My friend told me I look like someone that has eaten too much Christmas lunch and is about to shit in his pants when I walked.
The girl I'm seeing told me I walked like someone that has fvcked too much.
Leg day is a bitch.
So besides that, I've noticed that I care less and less about what people think of me.
It's funny how every time I sense that there's almost no more non-neediness I have, I always hit a new level.
I feel at more ease with guys than I used to and I have more respect from guys than I realize.
For example, when I'm in the gym, guys usually rarely come and talk to me or ask me stuff but yesterday many guys did that.
I'm much less emotionally disturbed but I still have tingling sensations and moments where I will imagine hostility towards me and how I would respond.
Don't know where it comes from.. fear?
But I prevail by doing a conscious practice of "love" which conquers all.
That's where my new confidence comes from.
Besides this, I've decided to start out on the online business in the New Year 2014 of glory instead.
Got too many new things on my plate right now and new habits takes a lot of energy to embody.
Then keep going and improving!
Like all of you badasses that are reading this right now.
I'm out.
- JL
PS. Probably gonna make a video soon but not sure about what yet. Let me know if you have anything that you would like me to talk about!
Whats up? Hope you are doing great with your life.
Even if things seem like not what you really want.
But remember all the things that you DO have.
Because many human-beings in this world doesn't have what you have and doesn't have the luxury of having the time to read this.
Gratefulness.
Key to moving forward and getting achievements with as less stress as possible.
Because life is filled with obstacles, turning points and surprises.
And since you are reading this, I know you want to be smart about going through the hassle and pain.
So you can become the most badass person you can be.
So the people you meet can see the charming man that you are.
So the world will look at you in awe.
===================================================================
That was a good start on this entry.
*smirk*
On to the next one.
Let me know there's something you are curious about!
STAGE 4 - DAY 16 - New kind of ease and confidence
One of the most "painful" and hard periods with a habit is, when you have just started.
I've started hitting the gym again.
Not only are you in the weakest form & strength but also your mind has to inhabit what you are "changing" from the previous habits - which is not going, and that takes a lot of mental energy.
Yesterday night I was out with my buddy and met up with the girl I'm seeing..
My friend told me I look like someone that has eaten too much Christmas lunch and is about to shit in his pants when I walked.
The girl I'm seeing told me I walked like someone that has fvcked too much.
Leg day is a bitch.
So besides that, I've noticed that I care less and less about what people think of me.
It's funny how every time I sense that there's almost no more non-neediness I have, I always hit a new level.
I feel at more ease with guys than I used to and I have more respect from guys than I realize.
For example, when I'm in the gym, guys usually rarely come and talk to me or ask me stuff but yesterday many guys did that.
I'm much less emotionally disturbed but I still have tingling sensations and moments where I will imagine hostility towards me and how I would respond.
Don't know where it comes from.. fear?
But I prevail by doing a conscious practice of "love" which conquers all.
That's where my new confidence comes from.
Besides this, I've decided to start out on the online business in the New Year 2014 of glory instead.
Got too many new things on my plate right now and new habits takes a lot of energy to embody.
Then keep going and improving!
Like all of you badasses that are reading this right now.
I'm out.
- JL
PS. Probably gonna make a video soon but not sure about what yet. Let me know if you have anything that you would like me to talk about!
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
