09-23-2010, 09:15 PM
@Spiralout, I'm using the masked subs now
I think the Woman Magnet sub is hitting me hard now, I've been sleeping for a good 8 or 9 hours a night and getting solid sleep too, i'm not half-awake or anything and yet I still get up feeling drained and really tired. I'm about to start taking GABA supplement every night. My friend recommended it as a weight loss and muscle building supplement, apparently it also helps sleep so I'm looking forward to getting some real rest later in the next week.
In terms of how the sub has been going I'm starting to walk differently, this is a conscious thing too but my walk has become really relaxed and slow lately. I'm more aware of what my body is doing. I'm holding eye-contact a lot more and getting more respect out of people because of this. I'm feeling more confident in myself too.
I did 3 approaches this week, I know that's a slow week but still at least it's something. All 3 went really well, two of the girls had boyfriends so I didn't really want to go for anything. I said we could still be friends but both of them said their boyfriends probably wouldn't be too ok with that, shame I went direct. The 3rd girl was really hard to strike up a conversation with, I think she was really shy and unsure of herself, I kept getting one word answers or comments from her. I didn't bother with her either. Despite not getting any numbers or day-twos set up I felt like I really did my part well in each approach and I didn't feel like I'd let myself down at all, which is sometimes the case. The flip side is I felt like I could've pushed each one further but meh, theres always a next time.
Some people have commented on the sub bringing up weird dreams, I had a REALLY weird one last night. In my dream I was a uni student living in a small rural town and there was an out-break of zombies. My cousins were in the dream and I went to their house and we loaded up with guns and kept fighting the zombies off with my friends from the university i was attending. None of my friends in the dream resembled people i know and the places didn't look like any places i remember.
We ended up continually trying to escape the zombies by running / driving / training to different little towns and waiting for the army to close off the areas we were running away from. At one point I had to jump off a second storey balcony from a house we were hiding in and I jumped in a river and swam down stream to get away from them.
At the end of my dream I ended up at a small surf town (this was the one place I recognized because we own a holiday house there) and I had to surf out to deep water to get away from the zombies. They remained on shore and followed me along the coast.
The weird thing about this dream was how real it all seemed and yet it just wasn't - the zombies faces all had bull or sheep skulls on them instead of human faces. It really scared me how real this dream was and how vivid my imagination made it. I literally woke up scared. Once I got a grip on reality again I was more in awe of how wonderfully creative and powerful my subconscious is.
My subconscious is definitely getting a work out if its able to create such extraordinary dreams while being bombarded by the subliminal
I think the Woman Magnet sub is hitting me hard now, I've been sleeping for a good 8 or 9 hours a night and getting solid sleep too, i'm not half-awake or anything and yet I still get up feeling drained and really tired. I'm about to start taking GABA supplement every night. My friend recommended it as a weight loss and muscle building supplement, apparently it also helps sleep so I'm looking forward to getting some real rest later in the next week.
In terms of how the sub has been going I'm starting to walk differently, this is a conscious thing too but my walk has become really relaxed and slow lately. I'm more aware of what my body is doing. I'm holding eye-contact a lot more and getting more respect out of people because of this. I'm feeling more confident in myself too.
I did 3 approaches this week, I know that's a slow week but still at least it's something. All 3 went really well, two of the girls had boyfriends so I didn't really want to go for anything. I said we could still be friends but both of them said their boyfriends probably wouldn't be too ok with that, shame I went direct. The 3rd girl was really hard to strike up a conversation with, I think she was really shy and unsure of herself, I kept getting one word answers or comments from her. I didn't bother with her either. Despite not getting any numbers or day-twos set up I felt like I really did my part well in each approach and I didn't feel like I'd let myself down at all, which is sometimes the case. The flip side is I felt like I could've pushed each one further but meh, theres always a next time.
Some people have commented on the sub bringing up weird dreams, I had a REALLY weird one last night. In my dream I was a uni student living in a small rural town and there was an out-break of zombies. My cousins were in the dream and I went to their house and we loaded up with guns and kept fighting the zombies off with my friends from the university i was attending. None of my friends in the dream resembled people i know and the places didn't look like any places i remember.
We ended up continually trying to escape the zombies by running / driving / training to different little towns and waiting for the army to close off the areas we were running away from. At one point I had to jump off a second storey balcony from a house we were hiding in and I jumped in a river and swam down stream to get away from them.
At the end of my dream I ended up at a small surf town (this was the one place I recognized because we own a holiday house there) and I had to surf out to deep water to get away from the zombies. They remained on shore and followed me along the coast.
The weird thing about this dream was how real it all seemed and yet it just wasn't - the zombies faces all had bull or sheep skulls on them instead of human faces. It really scared me how real this dream was and how vivid my imagination made it. I literally woke up scared. Once I got a grip on reality again I was more in awe of how wonderfully creative and powerful my subconscious is.
My subconscious is definitely getting a work out if its able to create such extraordinary dreams while being bombarded by the subliminal
