One thing that highly annoys me is people who go out just to hook up...it's too much desperation...And if you watch when the majority of guys are like this in a club, they are either making the woman nervous...or she is drunk enough to do whatever you want her to do. When I used to go to clubs, one of the most annoying things was at the end, you see all the desperate guys about to leave try to pick-up any woman that is completely trashed or...not very attractive. I'm no longer friends with many guys because they acted this way, though I also don't go to clubs anymore. AM and SM for me, did all of this, after a couple run-throughs of both I can say most all of that is gone and I truly don't care being alone and in fact have been for quite some time, doesn't bother me. It's actually more worthwhile for me to be so confident to talk to anyone and enjoy conversing and being completely open with other people, I feel like I'm a genuinely cool and yet charismatic person.
I've also seen the most egoistical, macho men lose their cool and masculinity graveling at her feet when she rejects him.
I feel wrong in clubs...not uncomfortable, but I feel like I'm trapped in a zoo full of a bunch of moronic dudes that try to compete with each other. Not that it's so much a problem for us...nor will it be, but it's just annoying to see our society act the way it does and I chose to not blend in with the bunch and go about my own interests.
And it's just soooo much suffering being that type of guy with all of his insecurities and desperation for anything he can fuck...Once, you get to the above state, women just converse with you out of the blue anywhere. Like today at Goodwill, I was browsing for some clothes and another woman is showing me clothes, "does this look like it's small for an XXL?" and "this is a really nice shirt, you might like it". There is nothing to think about...nor anything to really strive for.
Ryan
I've also seen the most egoistical, macho men lose their cool and masculinity graveling at her feet when she rejects him.
I feel wrong in clubs...not uncomfortable, but I feel like I'm trapped in a zoo full of a bunch of moronic dudes that try to compete with each other. Not that it's so much a problem for us...nor will it be, but it's just annoying to see our society act the way it does and I chose to not blend in with the bunch and go about my own interests.
And it's just soooo much suffering being that type of guy with all of his insecurities and desperation for anything he can fuck...Once, you get to the above state, women just converse with you out of the blue anywhere. Like today at Goodwill, I was browsing for some clothes and another woman is showing me clothes, "does this look like it's small for an XXL?" and "this is a really nice shirt, you might like it". There is nothing to think about...nor anything to really strive for.
Ryan
