LionMonkey is an ALPHA MALE 5.0

[LionMonkey]

STAGE 3 - DAY 23 - What effects have Alpha Male 5.0 have had on me so far?

I'm a bit over half-ways through AM 5.0 and I have to say that it has been hell of a ride.

Especially because I've been taking so much action.
And gone through some shit.

Today I woke up extremely joyful..
Main cause was because I slept with my head upwards instead of downwards.
And I went through my day with a real joyful smile, which I haven't had for quite a while.
It's pretty incredible how motion creates emotion...

It's been over 24 days since I decided to meet at least 3 girls every day.

Whether it has been on my campus's library where it is filled with people and silent as a rock or 1AM at a weekday because I didn't have time in the day.

Changes from that:

- My presence has become stronger where nearly all girls I meet can't ignore it.

- I've become much more un-apologetic when approaching girls and I now I mostly get these kinds of responses:
1. Smiles, attentive.

2. Attentive, testy.

3. Chatty, attentive.

- The bad responses girls gives me effects me little to not at all.

And some other cool stuff...

What effects have AM had on me with my actions?

What I've noticed:

- Emotional roller-coaster. From excited, to scared, to challenging expressions of energies.

I've been thinking about death a lot and I've been quite disturbed for some days. Listening to death music and stuff like that, so I could immerse myself into the emotions and thoughts.

- When making a decision, I do it without thinking much about it.
Which has also led to very tiring times and I start to procrastinate a bit and get behind my schedule. I do get the things done though. Just less sleep for me.

Which has led me to, my default state of mind is mostly doing instead of thinking.
This is also the effect from,
- Buying groceries 2-3 times a week.
- Making food for myself & washing the dishes almost every day.
- Making green-juice every day.
- Going to the gym 5-6 times a week
- Meeting women every day.
- Meditating every night before sleep.

I feel like I'm 'working' all the time and the only time I really have for myself and really enjoy the 'break' is when being with a girl and just having a good time, eating my well-prepared meal, taking a shit or when in my bed, sleeping.

I do enjoy the breaks MUCH MORE than I've ever had.

Doing the things I do is freaking hard if you think about it but I've learnt to just do it. It becomes much easier that way.

The results are that I feel on top of my shit. I know more what I like and what I don't like, and I live a life for myself. My conscious effort has to be put in learning new stuff and pushing my comfort-zones, even though I'm a tired but shining beast.

Been contemplating a lot on starting a blog for getting on a great road of success where I'll give bits of tools and experiences from my repertoire so you can start getting on the road too!

Great stuff is definitely coming up sooner or later.
I'm out.
- JL