Alpha Male Training (2nd Run) [AM 5.0]

[Tiesto]

Yesterday I just broke up with the girl that I really love, we separated on good terms, and I seem to be able to handle this situation in a much stronger manner, perhaps stage 4 of AM5.0 is helping with this, if this break up happens in either one of the 3 previous stages, I would have fallen into a severe and deep depression.

I have 5 more days of stage 4, then move on to stage 5.

Shit man! Is it permanent? How do you view the whole "love" thing?

I, personally, think it's nothing more than a chemical reaction in the brain.

The feelings I have for her is unlike anything I ever experienced before, it is so overwhelmingly strong, and I can't understand why I have feelings like this towards her.

At first I wasn't interested in her at all, the thought of us being together never crossed my mind, but as time goes by the feelings starts to appear and it just grows and grows out of control, until I'm just totally crazy about her.

I don't know if it is just a chemical reaction or not, I've read an article about it that says it is because of serotonin in the brain and what not, but if I compared it to taking MDMA pills which triggers serotonin release in large amount, this is a whole different feelings and way more overwhelming compared to any chemicals I have taken in my life. So I don't really know how to explain it.