09-19-2010, 09:17 AM
Well I am day 2 on stage 3. Nothing different really.. however I do know I feel like I am on top of the world when I am alone, but when I go out in public things tend to change and I stay alittle more reserved yet still pretty calm. One thing I did notice that hasn't changed much is that I am still in my head a little thinking too much when I see a beautiful women. I was at the Grocery store earlier today and saw 4 incredibly sexy women about my age or younger walking around the store and I made eye contact with two of them which were in a group together but I couldn't hold it. I looked away to the other girl when I was gazing into the eyes of the first one then when we got closer I just looked up and away and continued my business doing my shopping. I never once looked down which is good but I'm having trouble smiling at random people still... I didn't have trouble with this that long ago but I guess some of the negativity that has been brought up is still getting taken care of and I'm still somewhat timid about it. I'll see how stage 3 plays out because it should get pretty interesting from here on out.
