STAGE 1 Summary
Honesty- Almost always, the most important change, honest with myself and other, the other day my teacher asked why didn't you come to college, my reply, 'I don't have an answer Mam, I have no reason'.
Feeling of High Class - like someone injected something in and around my chest, shoulder and arms, there's a different feeling there.
Assertive - like I will do what I want to do, this way or that way or I'll go after what I want. Period.
Posture - I sit like a King would sit in his throne
Personal Responsibility - I have come to a realization that I and only I control my life, if something goes wrong, I blame myself, if something goes right, I majorly credit myself.
Importance - I feel a lot more important and valuable to the world than I was feeling a month ago
No BS - Few days ago my Mother did something she shouldn't do, she threw my headphones on the ground, I am not that kind of person who gets angry that easily but that day was different I got very very angry. Like if you have watched Godfather II, when Kay says to Michael that she has aborted their child, how his face turns all red. That kind of anger I am talking about, it's very rare but it did happen.
More Self Acceptance, Increase in Self-Love, Self-Esteem, Confidence stays there, maybe because I used ASC before it.
No need or desire to socialize, it stays there. No change.
No outer changes I can mention here, yeah, hell lot of internal changes, I definitely have a better/positive self-image of myself.
I either felt angry, or I felt sad/depressed during this stage. Right now I am angry.
It's been hard, it's been tough, but it's been equally fun, Stage 2 begins..
Honesty- Almost always, the most important change, honest with myself and other, the other day my teacher asked why didn't you come to college, my reply, 'I don't have an answer Mam, I have no reason'.
Feeling of High Class - like someone injected something in and around my chest, shoulder and arms, there's a different feeling there.
Assertive - like I will do what I want to do, this way or that way or I'll go after what I want. Period.
Posture - I sit like a King would sit in his throne
Personal Responsibility - I have come to a realization that I and only I control my life, if something goes wrong, I blame myself, if something goes right, I majorly credit myself.
Importance - I feel a lot more important and valuable to the world than I was feeling a month ago
No BS - Few days ago my Mother did something she shouldn't do, she threw my headphones on the ground, I am not that kind of person who gets angry that easily but that day was different I got very very angry. Like if you have watched Godfather II, when Kay says to Michael that she has aborted their child, how his face turns all red. That kind of anger I am talking about, it's very rare but it did happen.
More Self Acceptance, Increase in Self-Love, Self-Esteem, Confidence stays there, maybe because I used ASC before it.
No need or desire to socialize, it stays there. No change.
No outer changes I can mention here, yeah, hell lot of internal changes, I definitely have a better/positive self-image of myself.
I either felt angry, or I felt sad/depressed during this stage. Right now I am angry.
It's been hard, it's been tough, but it's been equally fun, Stage 2 begins..
STRENGTH, above all else..
