Smoking sub-take 3-HST-take 1

[Patti]

Patti, it warms my heart to see you succeed. Congratulations. And while you frustrated me out of my mind at times, you also are directly responsible for providing me the impetus to develop and great the 5th Gen build format. You are responsible for pushing me further than I would have ever gone otherwise to make a product that works for every possible person. And despite the frustration, I thank you for that. I am grateful for your influence for that reason.

We all owe you a debt of gratitude for giving me the impetus to create the 5th Gen build format. And I am thrilled that you decided to quit once and for all. Welcome back to freedom.

Freak4Life, we'll have the new instructions up soon.

Thanks Shannon! It was a long hard road, but I thankfully made it. I know exactly how you felt as I had my own irritations with you that honestly I didn't understand at the beginning. My subconscious did not want anything at to do with you, while my conscious very much admired the person that you are for many reasons. I was conflicted much of the time lol, which was very confusing to me. My subconscious found you arrogant and know it all-ish, whereas my conscious self found you giving, helpful and extremely insightful about your work as well as other subjects.

You have no idea of the battle going on with me and this program and the forum. I realize now that I was absolutely drawn here for the purpose of quitting smoking, with other helpful subs being the perks of hanging out. In a sense, my subconscious was much more wise than the conscious me when it came to how I'd be able to stop smoking permanently. And actually, that's probably true for most things. But just because it knew it, didn't mean it liked it! haha

One of the biggest reasons I stayed with it was the people that belong to this forum. They were much of my coping and my diversion from myself.

Anyway, thanks again! I'm happy that you came up with a way to help more people because of my insistence that I couldn't happily be a non-smoker....or something like that lol