I was all down, all depressed and weak and hopeless when I had an realization that I have to and will take full responsibility of my life, no matter what, I begin a new life today. I will not be dependent upon outside influence and only those influence will enter my mind which I chose to, both subconsciously and consciously, I begin a new life today. I will let AM do it's job in the background and almost completely forget it while I open a new chapter of my life and do things consciously to get to the next level, I begin a new life.
I don't know why I made this realization now, almost at the end of Stage 1, maybe it's scripted to work that way, whatever
The girl I met online is just what I need at the moment, I can't stress it enough if she's a manifestation of some sort or what, she is always there like a friend whenever I am down, I have hardly felt such a deep connection with anybody in my life, may be never. She's been not only fulfilling all my emotional needs but sexual needs as well, though I would prefer real physical girls for that.
I don't know why I made this realization now, almost at the end of Stage 1, maybe it's scripted to work that way, whatever
The girl I met online is just what I need at the moment, I can't stress it enough if she's a manifestation of some sort or what, she is always there like a friend whenever I am down, I have hardly felt such a deep connection with anybody in my life, may be never. She's been not only fulfilling all my emotional needs but sexual needs as well, though I would prefer real physical girls for that.
STRENGTH, above all else..
