09-16-2013, 04:36 AM
Stage 1, till now, has manifested so many things in life, 18 days earlier I had a complete different view of reality, how I perceived society, women, friends, family. I am just blown away, I don't know if I am discovering such new and profound things by coincidence or is it AM running in background and attracting all the good stuff my way. Whatever it is, AM is changing my view of reality, especially how I see myself.
My voice sometimes shakes when speaking in public and in front of hot girls, it's like I am just mumbling to myself, what I've found that now my voice is so smooth, it is both commanding and kind at the same time, it is getting much more stable and melodious.
Still not approaching women but there is certainly no anxiety near them, NG really helped here.
I am just feeling that all people are wasting time and are not worthy to talk to me, almost all of them, this must subside if I need to socialize more, thought I am OK with not socializing and at the same I am really excited about the manifestation part of the sub - social circle, I most probably guessing that the social circle I am going to manifest will comprise of people that I have never met till now because right now I am pretty down the social hierarchy or just out of it.
My voice sometimes shakes when speaking in public and in front of hot girls, it's like I am just mumbling to myself, what I've found that now my voice is so smooth, it is both commanding and kind at the same time, it is getting much more stable and melodious.
Still not approaching women but there is certainly no anxiety near them, NG really helped here.
I am just feeling that all people are wasting time and are not worthy to talk to me, almost all of them, this must subside if I need to socialize more, thought I am OK with not socializing and at the same I am really excited about the manifestation part of the sub - social circle, I most probably guessing that the social circle I am going to manifest will comprise of people that I have never met till now because right now I am pretty down the social hierarchy or just out of it.
STRENGTH, above all else..
