09-14-2013, 09:06 AM
Day 8 of ASC (Day 8!? It feels like I've been using this sub for weeks. Time warp!)
I experienced another night of heavy dreaming. Rather than many unconnected dreams, it seemed like it was all one long dream, with different parts. It wasn't an upsetting dream, but when I got up, I immediately felt a sense of sadness and loss, and started crying. Things are definitely getting stirred up, yes!
I also managed to get nine hours of sleep, which I really needed. During the week I usually get between five to seven hours, and that's just not enough with 5G subs.
I spent some time this morning going through things I don't want or need anymore. I got rid of some stuff, but there's plenty more to deal with. The good part was that I didn't get overwhelmed, say 'what's the use,' and stop before I even got started. I'd like to think this is a reflection of what's happening internally, and that as I bring up and let go of useless emotions/attitudes/beliefs, I won't feel compelled to hold on to so much outer stuff anymore.
I experienced another night of heavy dreaming. Rather than many unconnected dreams, it seemed like it was all one long dream, with different parts. It wasn't an upsetting dream, but when I got up, I immediately felt a sense of sadness and loss, and started crying. Things are definitely getting stirred up, yes!
I also managed to get nine hours of sleep, which I really needed. During the week I usually get between five to seven hours, and that's just not enough with 5G subs.
I spent some time this morning going through things I don't want or need anymore. I got rid of some stuff, but there's plenty more to deal with. The good part was that I didn't get overwhelmed, say 'what's the use,' and stop before I even got started. I'd like to think this is a reflection of what's happening internally, and that as I bring up and let go of useless emotions/attitudes/beliefs, I won't feel compelled to hold on to so much outer stuff anymore.
Your being attracts your life
