Half Way Through Stage 1 - Summary
INNER CHANGES
My thoughts patterns before starting AM:
I am not able to, I don't know, I don't think so I can, I just can't, maybe there's something wrong with me, I am just like that.
My thoughts patterns now:
I deserve everything, I deserve all, I am sexy, I am an Alpha, How will I handle attraction from people, especially women? How will I be able to manage all that?
Emotionally Stable
Last few days were pretty good, didn't felt slightly sad or depressed or angry, rather free flowing and happy.
Despite being feeling good I don't want to talk to a single person, not my parents, not my peers, not even strangers. Nobody. I feel like 99% of the time people talk BS, and I am like why? STFU and do your own thing.
ASC was emotionally tougher than AM, at least for now.
Except Day 6 & 7 --------> I never had felt so low and unworthy in my life. Seriously.
The best and the worst thing about these subliminals are that you think you were always like this, it's very hard to assess your progress.
OUTER CHANGES
More comfortable talking with people, especially women - big time, less social awkwardness without the desire to be social.
More Respect from people. When I am with my friends and someone approached us for any purpose he/she chooses me/shifts to me and talk to me the most rather than other people near me.
Eye contact has literally gone through the roof. I think it's making some people nervous, may be the ones with low self esteem, may be.
That's it for now. Thank You.
(I feel like it) 
INNER CHANGES
My thoughts patterns before starting AM:
I am not able to, I don't know, I don't think so I can, I just can't, maybe there's something wrong with me, I am just like that.
My thoughts patterns now:
I deserve everything, I deserve all, I am sexy, I am an Alpha, How will I handle attraction from people, especially women? How will I be able to manage all that?
Emotionally Stable
Last few days were pretty good, didn't felt slightly sad or depressed or angry, rather free flowing and happy.
Despite being feeling good I don't want to talk to a single person, not my parents, not my peers, not even strangers. Nobody. I feel like 99% of the time people talk BS, and I am like why? STFU and do your own thing.
ASC was emotionally tougher than AM, at least for now.
Except Day 6 & 7 --------> I never had felt so low and unworthy in my life. Seriously.
The best and the worst thing about these subliminals are that you think you were always like this, it's very hard to assess your progress.
OUTER CHANGES
More comfortable talking with people, especially women - big time, less social awkwardness without the desire to be social.
More Respect from people. When I am with my friends and someone approached us for any purpose he/she chooses me/shifts to me and talk to me the most rather than other people near me.
Eye contact has literally gone through the roof. I think it's making some people nervous, may be the ones with low self esteem, may be.
That's it for now. Thank You.
(I feel like it)
STRENGTH, above all else..
