09-08-2013, 11:49 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-13-2013, 05:43 AM by LionMonkey.)
STAGE 2 - DAY 22 - Ridicules fun & drunk on life
Yo
My brain is still feeling drunk
So it's gonna be a bit hazy but whatever
Last night was fvcking crazy fun.
It was not until I began to block out things that didn't contribute to my movie that I could let go and not give a fvck!
Because then you use ALL of your ENERGY on the MOMENT and on THINGS that matters. You keep staying present and all the bullshit just swiftly pass by your mind without a second thought.
BOOM
I realize that when set visions about how you would like your life to look like, you must not seek it. You gotta accept your current situation FULLY and then take steps towards what you've envisioned with ease and action.
Enough about the philosophy.
Lets get into ACTION.
Most people are too serious. They always want to show off. Especially in front of girls.
- I almost got in a fight with a tall, big, dark, scar-faced, aggressive dude by saying "I love you" to some girls and lightly pushing his friend away because he stood right in front of me, invading my space, so I couldn't see the girls (the situation compared to his reaction was ridicules).
The tall dude, came from nowhere and had his forehead on mine and said something really aggressive. I took a step back, opened my arms up and said, "hey, I don't wanna fight". Emotionally nothing changed, which I found pretty cool. Immediately some security people came and pulled the guy away.
- My Bulgarian friend and me who were having the most fun of all in the classy bar. An Asian dude in suit walk past me and looks at me like I was trash.
Ridicules.
I had so much fun with my friend so being confrontational with some douchebags wasn't an option. Well, it was but that would destroy the mood and we don't want them to influence our moods because they aren't worth it.
- I would tell a girl that she's my date for tonight.
- I pretended to be a retard and stammer while I spoke.
- I would give ridiculously made gifts of torn in pieces promotion-cards to girls and say very sincerely "this is for you, I've put my heart-work in this".
- I would say "like a dog" in the first 30 seconds of an interaction, every time she answered my question.
For example,
me: what's your name?
her: melissa
me: like a dog, so where you are from?
her: denmark
me: like a dog, so how's your night?
- I would say "I think I'm lost. My psychologist told me to go to this mental institution but I'm not sure if it's here".
The bar was really a playground for us.
We got high and drunk on people and it became hard to slow down and connect with the girls after they got very intrigued and asked us questions.
Even when two fine girls asked if we wanted to leave go to another bar with them.
Gotta cultivate this high to include more girls into it...
By being very busy and focusing on the wrong stuff
I had forgotten how it _FELT_ like to not give a fvck.
Last night was an excellent reminder.
Today I had an after-glow..
And still drunk, somehow.
Yeah.
Planning the following week --> Game the wall --> Watch an episode of family guy --> Meditate --> Bed
Yep.
That's it.
All out.
- JL
Yo
My brain is still feeling drunk
So it's gonna be a bit hazy but whatever
Last night was fvcking crazy fun.
It was not until I began to block out things that didn't contribute to my movie that I could let go and not give a fvck!
Because then you use ALL of your ENERGY on the MOMENT and on THINGS that matters. You keep staying present and all the bullshit just swiftly pass by your mind without a second thought.
BOOM
I realize that when set visions about how you would like your life to look like, you must not seek it. You gotta accept your current situation FULLY and then take steps towards what you've envisioned with ease and action.
Enough about the philosophy.
Lets get into ACTION.
Most people are too serious. They always want to show off. Especially in front of girls.
- I almost got in a fight with a tall, big, dark, scar-faced, aggressive dude by saying "I love you" to some girls and lightly pushing his friend away because he stood right in front of me, invading my space, so I couldn't see the girls (the situation compared to his reaction was ridicules).
The tall dude, came from nowhere and had his forehead on mine and said something really aggressive. I took a step back, opened my arms up and said, "hey, I don't wanna fight". Emotionally nothing changed, which I found pretty cool. Immediately some security people came and pulled the guy away.
- My Bulgarian friend and me who were having the most fun of all in the classy bar. An Asian dude in suit walk past me and looks at me like I was trash.
Ridicules.
I had so much fun with my friend so being confrontational with some douchebags wasn't an option. Well, it was but that would destroy the mood and we don't want them to influence our moods because they aren't worth it.
- I would tell a girl that she's my date for tonight.
- I pretended to be a retard and stammer while I spoke.
- I would give ridiculously made gifts of torn in pieces promotion-cards to girls and say very sincerely "this is for you, I've put my heart-work in this".
- I would say "like a dog" in the first 30 seconds of an interaction, every time she answered my question.
For example,
me: what's your name?
her: melissa
me: like a dog, so where you are from?
her: denmark
me: like a dog, so how's your night?
- I would say "I think I'm lost. My psychologist told me to go to this mental institution but I'm not sure if it's here".
The bar was really a playground for us.
We got high and drunk on people and it became hard to slow down and connect with the girls after they got very intrigued and asked us questions.
Even when two fine girls asked if we wanted to leave go to another bar with them.
Gotta cultivate this high to include more girls into it...
By being very busy and focusing on the wrong stuff
I had forgotten how it _FELT_ like to not give a fvck.
Last night was an excellent reminder.
Today I had an after-glow..
And still drunk, somehow.
Yeah.
Planning the following week --> Game the wall --> Watch an episode of family guy --> Meditate --> Bed
Yep.
That's it.
All out.
- JL
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
