09-07-2013, 11:29 PM
(09-07-2013, 06:49 PM)Leonidas Wrote: It's difficult to not to expect anything, but I am trying.
Anyways, I do intend to post so early but I had to due the complete shift in my feelings in just a day from depressed and down to happy and standing tall for myself.
DAY 8 - EASY & FREEFLOWING
I didn't expect such a quick shift in my feelings, as the day went by I keep getting feeling better and better, only until afternoon I was ecstatic. I expressed my negative emotions through dance like a madman, I danced for like 1 hour. Getting angry with the people who try to alpha on me, looks like I am gonna lose some friends and make some enemies. Feeling very uncomfortable around people who criticize/talk about other people, wanting to throw them away. Not feeling like staying around for the sake of being social or having fun and feeling comfortable within my own skin.
Yesterday I had a dream where I was about to die and wanted to break as many glasses as I can as my last wish, I died at the end of the dream, after the dream was over I got pretty emotional.
Does it have anything to do with the subliminal?
First few stages specially first stage is pretty depressing for few people as I have been reading others AM journals. So it is kinda normal.. but in the end you will be fine tuned. Trust me one of my freinds has gone through the phases exactly you are describing bro.
In the end your hardship will pay you off. Keep faith and rock on mate.
