09-05-2013, 01:28 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-05-2013, 01:32 PM by LionMonkey.)
What's up!
What's that.. your eyeballs are shining today.
It's been a long time.
I've been SO busy.
Feeling like I finally can relax as I'm writing this.
My day has looked like this
Food + Nutrition --> 2xMeetings --> More Food + Nutrition --> Missed Kungfu class --> Gym --> Writing this post --> Gonna reflect on what's going on in my life and how I can plan my busy schedule more efficiently.
STAGE 2 - DAY 19 - Busy as hell and feeling lonely
Recently I've contacted a lot of people I've know from before and have spent time with each of them BUT I've got the lonely feeling again.
I do not know why I feel this now that I've interacted with many people that I've known.
It feels like I'm more open to "connect in our brokenness".
Some kind of sadness that is surging for people to understand me.
But people are so concerned with their own doubts and don't really listen.
But one thing has definitely changed.
I'm more sure than ever that there's no reason why I'm not enough.
So I feel confident in being very honest with what I want and not attached to the outcome.
It's strange...
To feel understood is something that is so rare.
Yet you cannot be desperate about what you really want.
And the world only cares about what you can do for it.
6 Harsh Truths That Will Make You A Better Person
What's that.. your eyeballs are shining today.
It's been a long time.
I've been SO busy.
Feeling like I finally can relax as I'm writing this.
My day has looked like this
Food + Nutrition --> 2xMeetings --> More Food + Nutrition --> Missed Kungfu class --> Gym --> Writing this post --> Gonna reflect on what's going on in my life and how I can plan my busy schedule more efficiently.
STAGE 2 - DAY 19 - Busy as hell and feeling lonely
Recently I've contacted a lot of people I've know from before and have spent time with each of them BUT I've got the lonely feeling again.
I do not know why I feel this now that I've interacted with many people that I've known.
It feels like I'm more open to "connect in our brokenness".
Some kind of sadness that is surging for people to understand me.
But people are so concerned with their own doubts and don't really listen.
But one thing has definitely changed.
I'm more sure than ever that there's no reason why I'm not enough.
So I feel confident in being very honest with what I want and not attached to the outcome.
It's strange...
To feel understood is something that is so rare.
Yet you cannot be desperate about what you really want.
And the world only cares about what you can do for it.
6 Harsh Truths That Will Make You A Better Person
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
