08-30-2013, 11:49 PM
So its been 17 days.
Things that I've noticed so far are
1) 2 times got really angry and negative, it was like I wanted to be negative.
2) 2-3 times had weird dreams and woke up in the middle of the night and was scared of the dark and had negative thoughts about it.
3) noticed few changes in the posture. Chest is out, back is straight.
4) noticed giving serious looks to people, noticed people (men/women) giving attention to me.
5) one girl opened me yesterday and then a guy also talked to me for no reason.
I also felt sad for not taking things further with the girl but I've felt that way before too.
I'm doing 10hrs of alpha and 8-9hrs of OF everyday, is it too much?
Things that I've noticed so far are
1) 2 times got really angry and negative, it was like I wanted to be negative.
2) 2-3 times had weird dreams and woke up in the middle of the night and was scared of the dark and had negative thoughts about it.
3) noticed few changes in the posture. Chest is out, back is straight.
4) noticed giving serious looks to people, noticed people (men/women) giving attention to me.
5) one girl opened me yesterday and then a guy also talked to me for no reason.
I also felt sad for not taking things further with the girl but I've felt that way before too.
I'm doing 10hrs of alpha and 8-9hrs of OF everyday, is it too much?
