08-20-2013, 03:28 PM
Whaats up.
How's it hanging?
What's that sexy smell..
did you put on your cologne today?
A break-through mentality I've pondered over since I came back from China
Why do you feel fvcking good when you win a challenge?
Why are there some people who are so serious about life is so hard?
You make yourself the victim.
The mindset I have meditated over after my trip to China:
When something is so hard .. or stupid that it's ridiculous fun in the awesome way.
When something is so ego-attacking that I go against it with an attitude of, "yeah.. come on.. I am so fvcking ready." although I have no idea of what could happen.
When something is so delicious.. or enlightening that I think "fvck _I_ am so good at realizing it."
In short: Blind faith ONLY in one's own incredible potential.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RubBzkZzpUA
Use it if you aren't already.
STAGE 2 - DAY 4 - A higher level of uncomfortable & moving closer to central again
Haven't been out of the house in 2 days
because of my first time intermittent fasting.
When I had prepared my steak and
it was time to eat again
I had my life's so-far greatest
mouth
smell
feeling
orgasm..
Anyways I met up with my buddy, who I had lived with before to discuss
the apartment he had reserved from some girl he had met the other night at a club.
On my way to meet him I felt unease. Met a former school-pal on the bus and talked briefly.
My new "low" of being uncomfortable has risen since I was able to say what I wanted and still not get out of balance but with a sense of not being free which leads to awkward/strange moments but I was fine with it.
There was a douchebag talking loud on the phone on the bus. A bit Later on the streets, very coincidentally, while I was walking with my buddy, he was walking towards me in the crowd, like he's owning the whole street, pushing me with his shoulders, even as I turned a bit to not bump into him.
My first reaction was, fvck him and it annoyed me the more I thought about it. My interaction with my friend got disturbed by it.
I replayed the scenario in my head and thought about why I was feeling so annoyed.
Then after asking questions to myself, I saw it from a higher consciousness, I decided that it was great what he did. It was a test from the Universe.
I just had to be more badass and if a confrontation would happen, I would be so ready.
The annoying thing was that I didn't do anything about it and let it get to me.
So I decided to think that he was just the way he was. Nothing personal but a test from the universe to see if I could still be awesome even if some douche stepped on my toes.
It led to me being more lower energy throughout the day. I was still able to say and do things I wanted that was in congruence with the person I aspire to be, which is a mix with the "higher level of uncomfortable".
People were given me less attention than they usually do but when I did use my presence to do & say what I wanted, it turned out as I wanted.
And also people could feel my presence but it was more intimidating than what I usually exude.
Mindset: "What?! I own where I go. I have an intense energy molding in me"
Alright.
I'm out.
Keep rocking.
- JL
How's it hanging?
What's that sexy smell..
did you put on your cologne today?
A break-through mentality I've pondered over since I came back from China
Why do you feel fvcking good when you win a challenge?
Why are there some people who are so serious about life is so hard?
You make yourself the victim.
The mindset I have meditated over after my trip to China:
When something is so hard .. or stupid that it's ridiculous fun in the awesome way.
When something is so ego-attacking that I go against it with an attitude of, "yeah.. come on.. I am so fvcking ready." although I have no idea of what could happen.
When something is so delicious.. or enlightening that I think "fvck _I_ am so good at realizing it."
In short: Blind faith ONLY in one's own incredible potential.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RubBzkZzpUA
Use it if you aren't already.
STAGE 2 - DAY 4 - A higher level of uncomfortable & moving closer to central again
Haven't been out of the house in 2 days
because of my first time intermittent fasting.
When I had prepared my steak and
it was time to eat again
I had my life's so-far greatest
mouth
smell
feeling
orgasm..
Anyways I met up with my buddy, who I had lived with before to discuss
the apartment he had reserved from some girl he had met the other night at a club.
On my way to meet him I felt unease. Met a former school-pal on the bus and talked briefly.
My new "low" of being uncomfortable has risen since I was able to say what I wanted and still not get out of balance but with a sense of not being free which leads to awkward/strange moments but I was fine with it.
There was a douchebag talking loud on the phone on the bus. A bit Later on the streets, very coincidentally, while I was walking with my buddy, he was walking towards me in the crowd, like he's owning the whole street, pushing me with his shoulders, even as I turned a bit to not bump into him.
My first reaction was, fvck him and it annoyed me the more I thought about it. My interaction with my friend got disturbed by it.
I replayed the scenario in my head and thought about why I was feeling so annoyed.
Then after asking questions to myself, I saw it from a higher consciousness, I decided that it was great what he did. It was a test from the Universe.
I just had to be more badass and if a confrontation would happen, I would be so ready.
The annoying thing was that I didn't do anything about it and let it get to me.
So I decided to think that he was just the way he was. Nothing personal but a test from the universe to see if I could still be awesome even if some douche stepped on my toes.
It led to me being more lower energy throughout the day. I was still able to say and do things I wanted that was in congruence with the person I aspire to be, which is a mix with the "higher level of uncomfortable".
People were given me less attention than they usually do but when I did use my presence to do & say what I wanted, it turned out as I wanted.
And also people could feel my presence but it was more intimidating than what I usually exude.
Mindset: "What?! I own where I go. I have an intense energy molding in me"
Alright.
I'm out.
Keep rocking.
- JL
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
