08-05-2013, 06:15 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-05-2013, 06:42 AM by LionMonkey.)
Stage 1 - Day 24 - Back to my hometown, now back in Beijing
These past days we went to our old home at our little town where I was partly raised. Nothing to do. No internet. I used my time to play with my 8 year old nephew and have dinner and breakfast with family members.
Something I've noticed is that lots of people are unaware of how to maintain a good vibe because of their personal issues.
Or maybe it's just me...
I'm not sure and here's why;
My uncle is a friendly, great guy but sometimes when we are sitting in his car and his son, my nephew, make bad manners, he gets extremely loud and scorns him while me and my brother is sitting in the car.
I feel it's not respectful of our presence and I feel annoyed by it.
The same is for many people that are not empathic to people around them. Being ignorant of others presence while creating a bad vibe because of the persons issue with another person.
I think it's the most anti-seductive trait.
With that said, I've created situations like that myself before and all the times I've done that I've been controlled by my emotions.
EDIT: In the airport I saw two blondes and I became extremely curious as what they've been doing in this city because I have never seen western people in this city.
(I was very self-conscious today but the voice was very low pitched)
On the way to boarding the plane from the bus, I finally asked them. They were from Norway and had been to a wedding. I was so rusty in socializing that I just said, ohh.. interesting.. and walked away, where instead I could have taken it in a fun direction.
I'm in Beijing again and a Swedish friend of mine is here too, who is also into game. Sweet.
Let's see if AM Stage 1 helps or blocks my intention of going out and meeting women proactively...
PS. anyone have experience with Special Meditations 10 Volume Set? It seems interesting
These past days we went to our old home at our little town where I was partly raised. Nothing to do. No internet. I used my time to play with my 8 year old nephew and have dinner and breakfast with family members.
Something I've noticed is that lots of people are unaware of how to maintain a good vibe because of their personal issues.
Or maybe it's just me...
I'm not sure and here's why;
My uncle is a friendly, great guy but sometimes when we are sitting in his car and his son, my nephew, make bad manners, he gets extremely loud and scorns him while me and my brother is sitting in the car.
I feel it's not respectful of our presence and I feel annoyed by it.
The same is for many people that are not empathic to people around them. Being ignorant of others presence while creating a bad vibe because of the persons issue with another person.
I think it's the most anti-seductive trait.
With that said, I've created situations like that myself before and all the times I've done that I've been controlled by my emotions.
EDIT: In the airport I saw two blondes and I became extremely curious as what they've been doing in this city because I have never seen western people in this city.
(I was very self-conscious today but the voice was very low pitched)
On the way to boarding the plane from the bus, I finally asked them. They were from Norway and had been to a wedding. I was so rusty in socializing that I just said, ohh.. interesting.. and walked away, where instead I could have taken it in a fun direction.
I'm in Beijing again and a Swedish friend of mine is here too, who is also into game. Sweet.
Let's see if AM Stage 1 helps or blocks my intention of going out and meeting women proactively...
PS. anyone have experience with Special Meditations 10 Volume Set? It seems interesting
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
