07-28-2013, 03:44 PM
(07-28-2013, 03:04 PM)InTheZone Wrote: Last day of stage 2. I've noticed that in the first two stages that there is a cycle for me. It starts out with a stage where I attempt to ignore the message which leaves me feel indifferent. Then it goes through a stage where I am resisting the message which leads to a depressive feeling like hopelessness. By the end of the stage it feels like there is a level of acceptance. The end of the stage seems to be the most joyful. It is funny because I'm always looking forward to start a new stage but the time I enjoy the process the most is at the end of the stage.
This is pretty much word for word what I experience when starting a stage and transitioning into the next one, weird stuff, I hope in the later stage 4,5,6, that this smooths out with less negativity/depression/anger in the middle and more confidence/alphaness instead, I guess this is what's meant to happen? Correct me Shannon if I'm wrong.
