07-28-2013, 03:04 PM
Last day of stage 2. I've noticed that in the first two stages that there is a cycle for me. It starts out with a stage where I attempt to ignore the message which leaves me feel indifferent. Then it goes through a stage where I am resisting the message which leads to a depressive feeling like hopelessness. By the end of the stage it feels like there is a level of acceptance. The end of the stage seems to be the most joyful. It is funny because I'm always looking forward to start a new stage but the time I enjoy the process the most is at the end of the stage.
I was out dancing on Friday night at a ballroom dance. The people at ballroom dances tend to be an older group than the dancers at a salsa or swing dance. I really enjoy ballroom dancing but I miss dancing with women more my own age. On Friday, I did meet meet a beautiful woman. We danced once and I really didn't think twice about it. I was out dancing with everyone. Later on in the night she approached me for another dance. The thing that I noticed is that she remembered my name when she asked to dance.
After we danced for a few songs I pulled her off to the side of the dance floor and spent some time connecting with her. I have noticed that in the beginning of getting to know a girl, I do most of the talking. After about 30 minutes of connecting then the balance switches to where the girl does most of the talking. It turned out after the dance that we were headed in the same direction so we walked and talked for about 30 more minutes. She tried to walk with me as long as she could but her ridiculous heels got the best of her after a while. I got her number and texted her the next day.
Last night we met up for gelato (italian ice). I really wanted to try it and she was interested in seeing me again. We went to the museum and walked in the park. We talked for hours and watched some play that was going on in Central Park. I could tell that she was a white picket fence type of girl so I made my first move for a kissing in a particularly romanic place. She loved it.
The night was amazing because I could just be with her in the moment. I wasn't spending all time my worrying about if she liked me or what was going to happen. It was amazing to feel comfortable in my own skin around her. She spent the night and it was awesome to wake up with a pretty girl laying next to me. I tried to get some sleep and some AM time in but I just can't fall asleep with pretty girls in bed with me. I don't know what the deal is with that but it has happened before. I ended up catching up my sleep and my AM time after she left.
I was out dancing on Friday night at a ballroom dance. The people at ballroom dances tend to be an older group than the dancers at a salsa or swing dance. I really enjoy ballroom dancing but I miss dancing with women more my own age. On Friday, I did meet meet a beautiful woman. We danced once and I really didn't think twice about it. I was out dancing with everyone. Later on in the night she approached me for another dance. The thing that I noticed is that she remembered my name when she asked to dance.
After we danced for a few songs I pulled her off to the side of the dance floor and spent some time connecting with her. I have noticed that in the beginning of getting to know a girl, I do most of the talking. After about 30 minutes of connecting then the balance switches to where the girl does most of the talking. It turned out after the dance that we were headed in the same direction so we walked and talked for about 30 more minutes. She tried to walk with me as long as she could but her ridiculous heels got the best of her after a while. I got her number and texted her the next day.
Last night we met up for gelato (italian ice). I really wanted to try it and she was interested in seeing me again. We went to the museum and walked in the park. We talked for hours and watched some play that was going on in Central Park. I could tell that she was a white picket fence type of girl so I made my first move for a kissing in a particularly romanic place. She loved it.
The night was amazing because I could just be with her in the moment. I wasn't spending all time my worrying about if she liked me or what was going to happen. It was amazing to feel comfortable in my own skin around her. She spent the night and it was awesome to wake up with a pretty girl laying next to me. I tried to get some sleep and some AM time in but I just can't fall asleep with pretty girls in bed with me. I don't know what the deal is with that but it has happened before. I ended up catching up my sleep and my AM time after she left.
