07-10-2013, 10:11 AM
Day 1 Stage 1
after 12 hours of expousure I feel really good, the mild depression has eased . I am suddenly more determined, I tidied my room and was active without any desire to stay in bed. Which reminds me i only slept like 6 hours and Im fine in the day. huh thats weird.
Another weird thing i noticed is the sudden deive urge to do manly things for example.
-cycle everywhere
-build a table
-Hunter gatherer instinct to go to hardware stores is calling me as I speak.
Behaviour wise i am happier and more full of energy, however there are some things that my mum does that irritate me. thats not unusual, the difference is that i immediately tell her i don't like it and why and then lose the urge to speak at all.
Confidence raised slightly as i get thoughts popping into my head telling me to go and talk to people.
And a lot more confident / relaxed when talking with strangers.
Still masturbate, except i dont lose my hard on after cumming? unintentional side effect ----> awesome
So far a good first day.
Leroy
after 12 hours of expousure I feel really good, the mild depression has eased . I am suddenly more determined, I tidied my room and was active without any desire to stay in bed. Which reminds me i only slept like 6 hours and Im fine in the day. huh thats weird.
Another weird thing i noticed is the sudden deive urge to do manly things for example.
-cycle everywhere
-build a table
-Hunter gatherer instinct to go to hardware stores is calling me as I speak.
Behaviour wise i am happier and more full of energy, however there are some things that my mum does that irritate me. thats not unusual, the difference is that i immediately tell her i don't like it and why and then lose the urge to speak at all.
Confidence raised slightly as i get thoughts popping into my head telling me to go and talk to people.
And a lot more confident / relaxed when talking with strangers.
Still masturbate, except i dont lose my hard on after cumming? unintentional side effect ----> awesome
So far a good first day.
Leroy
