06-28-2013, 07:09 AM
Just started stage 2 yesterday and I'm really loving it so far. I've noticed quite a few changes so far that include:
More attention to my appearance. I notice little things in my look that kind of annoy me now that I don't think I would have noticed before. It is helping me keep groomed better.
I'm rocking it at work. My productivity and focus have improved noticeably. There is still a lot of room for improvement here but I am starting to see what I'm capable of when I'm on.
I take notice of my internal state more often. When I feel nervous or anxious it seems more noticeable than before. I spend more time thinking about why I feel certain ways.
My neediness towards women has dropped a ton. I actually feel like my life is great right now without a woman in it. I spend a bunch of time doing things I really enjoy and I'm actually more worried that getting involved with a woman might screw things up. Its really fun to be able to mess around with girls now because I don't really care if they like me or not. The funny thing is that they seem to like me more when I do this. I told some girl yesterday that I thought her outfit looked like it was from the 80's. She giggled and told me my shirt looked like the sky.
Today a girl on the street opened me. I was so stunned that I didn't actually know what to do. Having been on the other side of that more than a few times, I can finally see what its like to be on the receiving end.
I really don't know what to expect moving forward but I feel like the first 32 days have been really amazing so far. I'm just going to take Shannon's advice and enjoy the journey.
More attention to my appearance. I notice little things in my look that kind of annoy me now that I don't think I would have noticed before. It is helping me keep groomed better.
I'm rocking it at work. My productivity and focus have improved noticeably. There is still a lot of room for improvement here but I am starting to see what I'm capable of when I'm on.
I take notice of my internal state more often. When I feel nervous or anxious it seems more noticeable than before. I spend more time thinking about why I feel certain ways.
My neediness towards women has dropped a ton. I actually feel like my life is great right now without a woman in it. I spend a bunch of time doing things I really enjoy and I'm actually more worried that getting involved with a woman might screw things up. Its really fun to be able to mess around with girls now because I don't really care if they like me or not. The funny thing is that they seem to like me more when I do this. I told some girl yesterday that I thought her outfit looked like it was from the 80's. She giggled and told me my shirt looked like the sky.
Today a girl on the street opened me. I was so stunned that I didn't actually know what to do. Having been on the other side of that more than a few times, I can finally see what its like to be on the receiving end.
I really don't know what to expect moving forward but I feel like the first 32 days have been really amazing so far. I'm just going to take Shannon's advice and enjoy the journey.
