I didn't really mean alpha in that sense ;P The alpha male sub is basically a nice cleansing subliminal for men that makes you more determine and doing for yourself and what you want, successful, stronger, positive and overall complete self-improvement: esteem, confidence, value, etc and of course alpha but it releases a lot of stuff that make you mentally "unhealthy".
Honestly, I can't really tell what could be causing me to want to take more pride in my work, could be the ASC sub or parts from the Woman Magnet I'm doing. Lately though I've been slacking to the extreme since I'm going through a bit of hard times releasing repressed anxiety and what not. It's been making me a tad disappointed in myself because I actually want to take pride in my work (which is a complete change from last year) but too many other things have been getting in my way. Like I said, just an inconvenient time ;P
As far as letting go, I just started experiencing that this week, I won't let anything get me down or decrease my confidence. It has to be that affirmation about releasing and rejecting anything that gets you down. I had a lot of hard times this week with that repressed anxiety especially at school that instead of feeling like crap at the end of the day, I was extremely happy for whatever reason. The one thing that always got my confidence and self-esteem down were my parents. And last night when I was out with them, both of them showed me complete respect. I actually had a nice conversation with my dad and didn't feel inferior. And a lot of my self-improvement things that I've done to my image I was expecting criticism because they love to give it but they actually were really supportive and open to it all. I noticed that because I no longer let it bother me outside criticism that always brought me down isn't coming up much anymore.
Honestly, I can't really tell what could be causing me to want to take more pride in my work, could be the ASC sub or parts from the Woman Magnet I'm doing. Lately though I've been slacking to the extreme since I'm going through a bit of hard times releasing repressed anxiety and what not. It's been making me a tad disappointed in myself because I actually want to take pride in my work (which is a complete change from last year) but too many other things have been getting in my way. Like I said, just an inconvenient time ;P
As far as letting go, I just started experiencing that this week, I won't let anything get me down or decrease my confidence. It has to be that affirmation about releasing and rejecting anything that gets you down. I had a lot of hard times this week with that repressed anxiety especially at school that instead of feeling like crap at the end of the day, I was extremely happy for whatever reason. The one thing that always got my confidence and self-esteem down were my parents. And last night when I was out with them, both of them showed me complete respect. I actually had a nice conversation with my dad and didn't feel inferior. And a lot of my self-improvement things that I've done to my image I was expecting criticism because they love to give it but they actually were really supportive and open to it all. I noticed that because I no longer let it bother me outside criticism that always brought me down isn't coming up much anymore.
