04-13-2013, 04:59 PM
Winston Churchill said that success is going from one failure to the next without losing enthusiasm. I think that's what I've gained from Ultra Success after about a month of use.
As I write, I'm completely disappointed. I got blown out by this girl I liked and well its a damn shame, she even drove the point home by hooking up with some other guy - fair play. I'm not annoyed at her, or at anyone really, more than anything I'm interested in my response.
Sure I feel terrible, but there is space around it enough to see the lessons and to understand that external results are just reference points to move forward. This might seem basic to everyone, and I've known this intellectually for a long time but now, and hopefully its permanent, It seems to be molding into my character.
So what else did I learn. Well, going out people respond almost telepathically to whatever you're feeling. if you feel like a lame ass, people treat you that way, feel confident and for the most part people assume you're the shit, but even the slightest doubt and it makes you stink.
I'm sticking with maximum learning now. the happy fun feelings of ultra success won't be with me, but the journey has to continue and learning for exams are the priority now.
After this though, I'm looking forward to beginning my alpha journey, the plan will be to do a run through of the firs alpha male programme, and then if Shannon stays on schedule i'll follow it with the 5g version.
As I write, I'm completely disappointed. I got blown out by this girl I liked and well its a damn shame, she even drove the point home by hooking up with some other guy - fair play. I'm not annoyed at her, or at anyone really, more than anything I'm interested in my response.
Sure I feel terrible, but there is space around it enough to see the lessons and to understand that external results are just reference points to move forward. This might seem basic to everyone, and I've known this intellectually for a long time but now, and hopefully its permanent, It seems to be molding into my character.
So what else did I learn. Well, going out people respond almost telepathically to whatever you're feeling. if you feel like a lame ass, people treat you that way, feel confident and for the most part people assume you're the shit, but even the slightest doubt and it makes you stink.
I'm sticking with maximum learning now. the happy fun feelings of ultra success won't be with me, but the journey has to continue and learning for exams are the priority now.
After this though, I'm looking forward to beginning my alpha journey, the plan will be to do a run through of the firs alpha male programme, and then if Shannon stays on schedule i'll follow it with the 5g version.
