03-28-2013, 03:10 AM
Something told me that I was done with ESE for now as well and I shut that off this morning... *shrug*
So for now it's just finishing up Develop a More Feminine Voice.
And wow is this giving results beyond my most wildest dreams before starting the program, or even just a month ago.
I admit I still had some lingering doubts about this program. What if I'm wrong? was one of the biggest ones. But that was my fear talking and that went away with OGSF.
I now know absolutely with every fiber of my being, with every part of my heart, mind, and soul, that I AM female. The genetics are beside the point. Whatever they even are. The physical traits are nothing more than an anomaly. I am FEMALE.
Voice though... A part of me, that natural cynic that I am, still was in denial about Shannon's claim that it could provoke a physical change. But a physical change IS happening. I noticed it this morning.
I don't know how much of an "Adam's apple" I had when I started the program, but I do know it's become less pronounced within the last month. I don't know what I started with because I still had a lot of hair on my neck. About a month ago, after my second session of laser on my neck, most of my neck hair was gone and what protrusion was there was much more obvious.
This morning as I was going about my morning routine I noticed that it had gone down A LOT. I mean. It's still there, a little bit, but it's definitely not the same as it was a month ago.
I still don't feel I'm done with the program... But it's definitely working. And working exactly as Shannon said it would. I don't know exactly what all changes are happening to make my adam's apple go down, but since much of our vocal apparatus is located in that area, I'm sure it's all part of the program.
There's also no way this could be the result of anything else I'm doing. Yes. I'm on hormones and herbs to help demasculinize and feminize, but NONE of that has EVER changed someones adam's apple. It's a proven fact that they just DON'T do that.
Any lingering doubts that may possibly have remained are gone now, both about Shannon's programs, and about myself. This program has gone beyond what I could have hoped for. And it's not even finished.
So for now it's just finishing up Develop a More Feminine Voice.
And wow is this giving results beyond my most wildest dreams before starting the program, or even just a month ago.
I admit I still had some lingering doubts about this program. What if I'm wrong? was one of the biggest ones. But that was my fear talking and that went away with OGSF.
I now know absolutely with every fiber of my being, with every part of my heart, mind, and soul, that I AM female. The genetics are beside the point. Whatever they even are. The physical traits are nothing more than an anomaly. I am FEMALE.
Voice though... A part of me, that natural cynic that I am, still was in denial about Shannon's claim that it could provoke a physical change. But a physical change IS happening. I noticed it this morning.
I don't know how much of an "Adam's apple" I had when I started the program, but I do know it's become less pronounced within the last month. I don't know what I started with because I still had a lot of hair on my neck. About a month ago, after my second session of laser on my neck, most of my neck hair was gone and what protrusion was there was much more obvious.
This morning as I was going about my morning routine I noticed that it had gone down A LOT. I mean. It's still there, a little bit, but it's definitely not the same as it was a month ago.
I still don't feel I'm done with the program... But it's definitely working. And working exactly as Shannon said it would. I don't know exactly what all changes are happening to make my adam's apple go down, but since much of our vocal apparatus is located in that area, I'm sure it's all part of the program.
There's also no way this could be the result of anything else I'm doing. Yes. I'm on hormones and herbs to help demasculinize and feminize, but NONE of that has EVER changed someones adam's apple. It's a proven fact that they just DON'T do that.
Any lingering doubts that may possibly have remained are gone now, both about Shannon's programs, and about myself. This program has gone beyond what I could have hoped for. And it's not even finished.
