I have not been reporting back very well, have I... giggle.
Well... There's really not too much to report. Progress continues to be slow but steady on the voice side of things, and OGSF is still steam-rolling away.
The other day I had my first male guest (who was also a stranger) in my chair at school, come in for a haircut. And while I was a little nervous, I think I managed to keep from showing it much. I also noticed something else even more interesting. I'd have thoughts along the lines of what must he think of me, and, does he really want a tranny cutting his hair, but then I'd just dismiss them as inconsequential and even if he does find me revolting, what does it matter anyways? He wants a haircut. And I'm the girl who's going to give it to him.
I even managed to talk to him a little, which is a miracle itself 'cuz I have even more difficulty approaching and talking to guys than I do girls.
It was a crying shame he wanted it cut though, and I told him so! I didn't say so to him directly in so many words, but he was kinda cute with the shaggy look... I seem to be a sucker for men with curly hair. The wording I used was more "all that gorgeous hair and you really want it all gone?"
He went SHORT short, like, no-guard up the sides and nape and #2 guard above the parietal. And I must say, I much preferred him with the long curly mop he came in with. He seemed pleased with it though.
I find myself wondering if I really want to use the depilatory or if maybe I should buy and use exercise motivation and enjoyment instead. I REALLY need to get more exercise, and I know it, but I have a rather difficult time convincing myself to do so. Part of it is that I really don't have anything warm to wear riding in the winter, but I also really need to do more than just ride a bike anyways. I need to find ways to tuck my tummy and sides... But that involves the type of workout that I've always associated with being a WORK out. Meaning effort with no real reward. Part of this negative association I know comes from my past attempts at building myself up to be a bulky guy since that's what society expected me to be and constantly failing at it... but I still need to fix this problem. And it is definitely a problem.
Well... There's really not too much to report. Progress continues to be slow but steady on the voice side of things, and OGSF is still steam-rolling away.
The other day I had my first male guest (who was also a stranger) in my chair at school, come in for a haircut. And while I was a little nervous, I think I managed to keep from showing it much. I also noticed something else even more interesting. I'd have thoughts along the lines of what must he think of me, and, does he really want a tranny cutting his hair, but then I'd just dismiss them as inconsequential and even if he does find me revolting, what does it matter anyways? He wants a haircut. And I'm the girl who's going to give it to him.
I even managed to talk to him a little, which is a miracle itself 'cuz I have even more difficulty approaching and talking to guys than I do girls.
It was a crying shame he wanted it cut though, and I told him so! I didn't say so to him directly in so many words, but he was kinda cute with the shaggy look... I seem to be a sucker for men with curly hair. The wording I used was more "all that gorgeous hair and you really want it all gone?"
He went SHORT short, like, no-guard up the sides and nape and #2 guard above the parietal. And I must say, I much preferred him with the long curly mop he came in with. He seemed pleased with it though.
I find myself wondering if I really want to use the depilatory or if maybe I should buy and use exercise motivation and enjoyment instead. I REALLY need to get more exercise, and I know it, but I have a rather difficult time convincing myself to do so. Part of it is that I really don't have anything warm to wear riding in the winter, but I also really need to do more than just ride a bike anyways. I need to find ways to tuck my tummy and sides... But that involves the type of workout that I've always associated with being a WORK out. Meaning effort with no real reward. Part of this negative association I know comes from my past attempts at building myself up to be a bulky guy since that's what society expected me to be and constantly failing at it... but I still need to fix this problem. And it is definitely a problem.
