08-24-2010, 02:27 PM
Man I'm so happy I got through stage 2 before school started, today I just realized how bad it is going to college with that anxiety popping up. Sure I've had it in the past, horrible anxiety, it was easier to control, however, on my old mindset because it was my 'reality' and any counter thought I had it was easier to accept, now when it comes from the subliminal, it eats me alive until the subconscious pushes it out, I think that's what make it's so difficult. Anyways, I remember going through all of those things. It wasn't until just recently in stage 3 I started to stop being so arrogant and a dick around others because I'm no longer battling myself so much that I can learn to relax and enjoy everything around me, including people. I was reading this in a book about women today, it's regarding periods but I think this is a great quote for us subliminal addicts as well 
Oh and BTW, now you know what a woman feels like when PMSing! 
"We are turning into robots, and the only time we seem to feel anything is premenstrually, when the tide cannot be held back and we release in a flood of emotion. Done this way, however, it's like throwing up. We have no control over what's coming up, but we need to purge. This volcanic eruption is a result of our constant repression, and it cannot serve or support our growth when it expresses itself in this way"
Oh and BTW, now you know what a woman feels like when PMSing! "We are turning into robots, and the only time we seem to feel anything is premenstrually, when the tide cannot be held back and we release in a flood of emotion. Done this way, however, it's like throwing up. We have no control over what's coming up, but we need to purge. This volcanic eruption is a result of our constant repression, and it cannot serve or support our growth when it expresses itself in this way"
