01-24-2013, 11:04 AM
Well thanks for letting me off the proverbial hook lol and I will try to digest what you said and see if it makes a difference.
I do intend on finishing the program because I’ve come this far and it would be stupid to stop now. Plus it was the one goal I wanted to accomplish, so I want to at least do that.
I don’t think it’s been defeating for me in any way to post and in fact probably just the opposite, because it helps some to get it out. Plus, so many people on here have been so helpful with some of their idea's. However, I do recognize that most of my posts of late have been negative and I never in any way wanted to hurt your business. This is why I haven’t really posted much. The only reason I wrote that post the other day was because of the dreams I had of smoking, and that just felt crazy to me to be have dreams still about smoking. Actually, I think it’s really the first dream I did have about smoking at all. But anyway, I hear what you’re saying. I will have to find somewhere else to vent lol.
I do believe that I am in about 5% of the smoking population that will struggle to quit even with this program (although I don’t know completely why
). But I hope that the kids on this forum or any adult for that matter, who smokes, are watching my efforts and struggles and use the program now so it may be easier for them. I believe that the length of time that I’ve smoked combined with stopping and restarting so many times is attributing to the huge confliction going on.
I hope you do know that I appreciate everything you have done for me and I truly feel I was led to this forum for a reason…whether it be to quit smoking for good or not, we will see.
Take care.
I do intend on finishing the program because I’ve come this far and it would be stupid to stop now. Plus it was the one goal I wanted to accomplish, so I want to at least do that.
I don’t think it’s been defeating for me in any way to post and in fact probably just the opposite, because it helps some to get it out. Plus, so many people on here have been so helpful with some of their idea's. However, I do recognize that most of my posts of late have been negative and I never in any way wanted to hurt your business. This is why I haven’t really posted much. The only reason I wrote that post the other day was because of the dreams I had of smoking, and that just felt crazy to me to be have dreams still about smoking. Actually, I think it’s really the first dream I did have about smoking at all. But anyway, I hear what you’re saying. I will have to find somewhere else to vent lol.
I do believe that I am in about 5% of the smoking population that will struggle to quit even with this program (although I don’t know completely why
). But I hope that the kids on this forum or any adult for that matter, who smokes, are watching my efforts and struggles and use the program now so it may be easier for them. I believe that the length of time that I’ve smoked combined with stopping and restarting so many times is attributing to the huge confliction going on. I hope you do know that I appreciate everything you have done for me and I truly feel I was led to this forum for a reason…whether it be to quit smoking for good or not, we will see.
Take care.
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