08-19-2010, 03:08 PM
I want to make a quick update on how I actually feel. I feel very confident around people I already know and people I do not know.. in fact I am projecting very alpha type qualities however gazing into women's eyes I find hard to do. My confidence has dropped a little bit in that area and I started questioning myself while at the supermarket today on how women think of me but I am getting women to check me out all the time almost 100% time whereever I go at a subconcious level. My concious mind is just making me feel a little week I guess. so around new women I have some shy tendencies still.
And also my sexual arousal has spiked quite significantly. I've had to talk myself out of jerkin the chicken the last few days.
And also my sexual arousal has spiked quite significantly. I've had to talk myself out of jerkin the chicken the last few days.